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2008-03-08T21:14:00.003+08:00

Its been a full week, and neither hide nor hair has been seen of Mas Selamat Kastari.

For those who are not familiar with the story, i.e. have been living in an enclosed tunnel, Mas Selamat Kastari, an infamous JI leader, escaped Singapore custody and is still on the run. He escaped last Thursday.

When he escaped, the only thing we citizens were told was that he was out of custody and they were looking for him in the western parts of Singapore. They also stepped up the security in points leading away from the island.

But they did not answer one very important question. How the hell did he manage to get out?

I heard that his family was visiting him, and he made his break for freedon when he asked to go to the toilet. He was not under guard as he was releiving himself, which I find extremely stupid. And cliche.

MM Lee said something about this being a problem of complacency. Thank you, Pointdexter.

But why has he been able to elude capture for so long?

Its said that he's still in Singapore, since there was no proof that he had left the country.

There's no proof he's still here, is there?

2008-03-05T15:35:00.002+08:00

ice skating is not for me.

delphia aka michelle jio-ed me, lighto and her friend along to kallang's leisure park.

casualties: my left wrist and lighto's left forearm.

mich and her friend already knew how to skate, so no biggie. but lighto and i were complete n00bs. i fell over a coupla times, landed badly on my wrist and now it hurts. kinda.

lighto crashed landed on his left arm, which hurt the rest of the day. even moving it slightly made him yelp. @_@

after our disasterous attempt at ice skating we headed down to suntec for some refreshments+walking around. the caramel icecream at pepper lunch really rocks :P altho kinda sweet. luckily, i have a sweet tooth ._.v

went walking around some more, and decided to have early dinner. funny thing was, we wanted to have early dinner but we spent an age deciding on where to eat...and ended up having dinner at around 7.

dinner was probably the most enjoyable part of the whole day, although they kept poking fun at what i was eating. we laughed so much during dinner it was amazing we managed to finish it in under an hour. lighto kept staring at my plate (because my dinner resembled...something very very wrong) and i almost cortar en rectar-ed him with my knife.

i had to go home after dinner (blasted curfew ArGh) but at least i had fun :X

2008-02-19T15:09:00.002+08:00

long time since i posted...*cough*nolifinGE*cough*

this holidays aint as good as the previous ones... cuz my dad is at home restricting everything i do. i cant wake up at 9 and play GE til 6 anymore D:

i suppose thats supposed to be good for my health.

2008-02-04T12:09:00.000+08:00

went for the so-called gala premiere of Chang Jiang7 yesterday.

saw several local celebs, like patricia mok, jonathan leong, the guy from 'the noose' and other assorted actors/actresses.

coolest bit was...SEEING STEPHEN-FREAKING-CHOW. funny dude. he went up to the front of the theatre before the movie started, and cracked some jokes with the emcees, including one where he said he watched the movie over a thousand times, and if he watched it again he'd vomit.

the show itself wasnt too bad. i wont spoiler for those who are gonna go watch the show, but safe to say its pretty funny and surprisingly touching, although slightly predictable.

2008-01-25T14:36:00.000+08:00

peepurs are complaining. so me update now :

"Some Shit Out." XD

ah well. schools out for a coupla days now (for me,bwahahaha...poor kyle,cartman and kenny :/) and all i've been doing is rot at home. well, with my dad here i cant exactly rot 100%, so i'm like, 50% rotting, 50% listening to him/doing housework.

to be honest, i'm kinda worried about the upcoming java test. how does one study for something that is either you geddit, or you suck at it. i passed the previous assestments, but this one is bound to be tougher. dang.

anyway.

i dont know myself, but i wonder how others perceive me. what kind of person do i seem like to others? i really have no idea. i've always tried my best to "be myself", but i realise i behave differently with different people. i guess its my way of adapting to others to be more "friendly".

i've heard comments that i seem very arrogant. thats probably because i look down on people-literally. hey, i didnt ask to be this tall. : i also hear that i'm very "dao". if i had to chose a phrase to describe myself, i'd say "retarded until funny". what do you guys think?

2008-01-16T10:34:00.000+08:00

No mercy for the weak,
No grief for the fallen,
No fear in the face of danger,

No defeat until Death claims my life.

2008-01-07T11:50:00.000+08:00

Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart
But where's your heart
But where's your...

And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights they cast a shadow
But can I speak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see?
My eyes are shining bright
'Cuz I'm out here on the other side
Of a jet-black hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
Is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me

I say

I see you lying next to me with words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I see you lying next to me with words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey, if you stay I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home...

Lyrics to Famous Last Words by My Chemical Romance

2008-01-02T10:41:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year~

well, i suppose i should put down some new years resolutions...

1. Smile more.
2. Find a girlfriend :/
3. Pump more iron.
4. Get fit.
5. Listen to lecture more often.
6. Attack Weisheng more often.
7. Play more GE.
8. Go out with the SPBros more.
9. Learn Kendo.
10. Kick Callisto's butt in PvP (since his armors are all elite, the chances of this are extremely low.)

2007-12-28T15:47:00.000+08:00

ASSIGNMENTS ARGH.

2007-12-19T22:41:00.000+08:00

our class chalet rocked :D

i only joined in on the second day,tho...i miss jiawei :\

anyway.

The Chalet...
at first, austin suggested escape theme park, but most of the class didnt wanna spend(or couldnt,either way) and we were left with 4 people, which is sad. so we ended up rotting for awhile in the room. someone suggested going blading/biking, so we went searching for the cheapest rentals. hafiz led us on a wild goose chase...and we ended up going back to the room to rot again.

austin and eugene were wrestling in the room and janice was taking multiple videos of them. austin kept calling for a "cover", which is a pin-count in wrestling, and janice kept throwing the bedsheets and pillows over his head. lol.

i left them in the room and went downstairs for some soul calibur3... then came the BBQ.

it wasnt so much of a BBQ, simply because we didnt use a pit per se, but a hotplate jacky brought along. not bad, i guess. we had a bunch of stuff to eat, chicken wings, otah, sausages, bread...and not much else :\

apparently after i left the room eugene and janice fell asleep.

we had tonnes of fun eating, joking,BBQing...and whatnot.

at 8+ austin, eugene, chengyi, sharizal, aileen and clara went to old changi hospital for a peek at ghosts. austin kept repeating the old rumor that if an odd number enters OCH, an even number would come out, i.e. someone would disappear. how true this is i dont know, and have no need to know, and dont want to know for fear of getting traumatised.

yes, i dont like ghosts.

me, sheri, janice, sufree, fazree, hafiz and jacky stayed at the chalet and played truth or dare. sufree always come up with sicko things, i.e. for truth: "How often do you PCC" or "When was the last time you PCC" =_=

we ended up forcing dares on each other; janice had to propose to fazree and dance with a pillow, sufree confessed hsi feelings to a door, fazree did a poledance with jacky as a pole, jacky did a hula dance, hafiz had to sing song+play guitar, i had to act out some really lame stuff and i cant remember what else.

hafiz also intro'd us a new game whereby we each have a card, and we in turn start to open cards. if we open a card that matches one from another player, you have to shout their names out before they shout yours, and i can tell you, it isnt easy.

we also reassigned new names for everyone depending on theme, and sometimes things just get crazy. i opened jacky's card and we both forgot each other's aquired names (i was lion and he was iguana) and we ended up pointing a finger at each other and thinking our brains out to remember, but i got the better in the end :D

"IGUANA!!"

another funny one was when sufree opened jacky's card and jacky,who forgot sufree's name, yelled out "CHEEBYE!"

lol.

the expedition team came back, and thankfully, no harm befell them.

we BBQed the rest of the stuff, played som more and bitched a little bit, then went to sleep. for 3 hours.

next morning i woke at 5+ and went downstairs to find hafiz and sufree on the ps2 AGAIN. took a bath, then watched them go at it for awhile. watched fazree play prince of persia for abit, then janice and eugene came back from "watchng the sunrise". apparently they didnt see a sun. sheri dropped off to dreamland as soon as she got back with them.

me,fazree and janice ended up walking to DE and tabao mcdonalds breakfast back (we were debating whether to eat there or tabao, but in the end...) and makan. tidied the room a little bit then left the chalet.

overall, i think i had fun. thanks to 1a21, and kudos to the organisers :)

2007-12-14T15:46:00.000+08:00

those who totally dont care can go and fucking die. i dont have time to babysit you and supply you every fucking thing. show some respect for others, and yourself. you dont fucking deserve mine.

i dont care if you decide to ahte me for this, but wake up. do you think everything can just fall in place perfectly for you without you lifting a finger to move the pieces? which dreamworld do you live in? 'cuz it definitely aint here.

try to how some backbone and effort, you lousy no-good lazy pice of jack-shit.

2007-11-29T16:47:00.000+08:00

i love you guys.

YTD was my birthday,as most of you who visit alr know.

it was a blast,easily one of the best birthdays ever.

ok,except maybe for java in the morning.

eugene,austin,janice,sherilyn,nick,keith and celeste even got me a present :D

they even got the class to sign a card they made for me :)

thank you guys a million times over xD

after that i went to meet CC and alvin. kelvin couldn't come cuz he had industrial visit :X i met him in the morning tho. he say no nid bday bash me there and then, got alot of opportunities to alr. he ca do it when he wants. :/

lolz,tell u first,that one time is i let you one. try next time i will fight back :]

so we went to seoul garden for lunch, where anthea and cheesestick joined us.[cheesestick is haikel,for those who wanna know.]

a very fun and funny 2 hours.

after that went for a movie[i have no say in the movie choice.],then went home and then came out again for dinner with my family.

needless to say ytd i was stuffed to the point of exploding xD

2007-11-27T08:09:00.000+08:00

i cant believe another year's gone by just like that.

i feel so old now.

17 years on this green earth of ours...and there are a few things i can never do without.

the things in my life that has made me who i am(other than my family) :

1. the three best dudes in the world, alvin CC and kelvin, for being my friends and sticking with me for the past 4 years.
2. my poly classmates, for being such great people to hang around with.
3. kuroichou peeps, especially bleahhh, edo, chibi and tenjin,for helping me along when i need it and befriending me so readily.
4. joyce-senpai, for introducing me to cosplay.

these groups of people, i have something to say to you.

THANK YOU!

2007-11-18T11:14:00.000+08:00

went out with some peeps from WoG yesterday (hence my absence form MSN and GE). i actually expected them all to be kinda geeky computer nerds. and i'm partially right =X

lets see if i can remember who went... (i'll just put their IGNs as i dont know most of thier RL names)

me(duh), MinistryOfLaw, Mafiaso, StarForce, Inazuki, Sanzen, Cakess, ZionCulaz, PlayGalX, Yeow, Clovisa, Ochazuke, aLKayeL(our faction leader), Graywolf... ok i can't remember any more, but hey, it was a huge gathering.

we went to watch Game Plan, quite a funny show. touching too, but not to the point of crying.

at last, a bunch of people i can talk to. normally i can only talk to kelvin about GE (and he qutting so i very sad) but here its like everyone WANTS to talk about GE.

my bretheren.

ended up repeating many topics already discussed on faction chat xD

but its interesting to see the faces behind the IGNs.

most of us there looked geeky/nerdy, but a few of them stood out.

i thought Mafiaso would be the "cool dude", literally and metaphorically. he looked like the very "dao" type, but he was quite friendly. so were most of them there, i'm happy to say.

no offence, but alk looked like he barely sleeps, eyebag like damn prominent o_O

overall, an enjoyable day.

2007-11-14T08:15:00.000+08:00

wow,i barely had like 5 hours of sleep (for those who know me, i almost never sleep less than 8 hours =) cuz the concert ended at like 10.30 last night.

last night was insane. i screamed so much i lost my voice =O

here's a summary of what happened. i didnt bring my mum's camera so i didn't take any shots (too dark anyways)

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LINKIN PARK IS-
Chester Bennigton-Vocals
Mike Shinoda-Vocals, Keyboard, Rhythm Guitar,Emcee
Brad Delson-Lead Guitar
Phoenix-Bass Guitar, Backing Vocals
Joe Hahn-Turntables, Sampling, Beats
Rob Bourdon-Drums

arrived at the indoor stadium at 7.50+, the stadium wasnt that full yet, but it was steadily getting fuller. after waiting for about an hour the stadium was jam packed; the standing area was TOTALLY full.

it didnt start til 9; when the stadium went dark the whole stadium went nuts; i myself was yelling. the band was hidden by a curtain as they played the opening track of their latest album minutes to midnight, "Wake". as soon as we heard the first notes, the stadium exploded with cheering; a person outside would have thought there actually WAS an explosion. thats how loud it was.

they played through the opening track, and when the follow-up, "Given Up" started playing, the curtains fell. almost the whole stadium was on their feet, and when chester started singing, all of us sang along with him. he is a great performer, using the space given to him very well. meaning he leapt around like a monkey, and did a great deal of headbanging along with his singing.

they did songs not only from their latest album, but songs from meteora and hybrid theory as well.

after "Given Up", they did "No More Sorrow", another song from minutes to midnight.

after that my memory's fuzzy; i cant remember the order of the songs they sang, but i distinctly remember them singing "Somewhere I Belong", "Numb", "Faint", "From the Inside", "In Pieces", "Push me Away", "Papercut", "One Step Closer", "In The End", "What I've Done", "Shadow of the Day", "Bleed it Out", "The Little Things Give You Away" and a whole lot of others. i screamed the lyrics along with chester, rapped along with mike and held my hands up with the whole stadium. it must be said tho, chester's voice totally rocks, after screamng so much he could still sing some songs (which were supposed to be more fast-paced) with a different touch; just him and mike, with mike on the piano.

overall the concert rocks. i couldn't help but stand through most of the concert, singing and tapping my foot along to the music, occasionally indulging in mild headbanging.

i actually yelled myself hoarse. i'm having a a sore throat now...but it was worth it.

2007-11-13T08:58:00.000+08:00

at last, assignment due dates are over and all mine stuff are handed in.

waaaaaaaahahahahahaha time to slack!

until the next assignment comes in =.="

another thing is makingmetotallyhypertoday.

todaygotLINKINPARKCONCERT YAY!

been waiting for this day since i first heard about it =D

today i dun think i can concentrate in class liao xD

2007-11-07T10:30:00.000+08:00

im still rushing assignments >_> at least dvde assignment deadline moved to next monday.wahoo.

and november is here =] 2 things im looking forward to this month, 13th November LINKIN PARK CONCERT! and on the 28th MY BIRTHDAY!

so i bloody love november.

lets hope schoolwork doesnt screw my favourite month up.

2007-11-02T16:14:00.000+08:00

LOL

nicked this off WoG forums xD

chiong assignments arh!

CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!

2007-10-29T08:11:00.000+08:00

its that time of year again!

no,i dont bloody mean christmas.

or halloween,tho its approaching.

im talking about e-learning week.

yes,SP student's "favourite" time of year,where we get time off school to chiong assignments!isn't that totally enjoyable?

hell no.

well,i've barely started on most of my assignments,some i havent even begun planning,like for video. i havent started dvde,i barely started on maya,i only recently completed my script for audio.

thank the heavens i can use the same script and storyboard for video and stsb.that totally saved my sorry arse.

well,the source of my slacking is GE =D

been playing alot recently,and im still low lvl =/

colony war ytd sucked,finishing with a total dominaton of all the colonies by fenrir and illuminati.

fuckin' greedy bastards.

2007-10-22T16:59:00.000+08:00

cc apologised directly(unlike someone i can mention *coughdogcough*,so now i'm fine.not angry already.

and now i'm being bored to death by VAF.imagine,i wanna get into CG and i'm slacking during class =/

AHEM.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALVIN :D

2007-10-19T20:23:00.001+08:00

What am I to you?

You claim you're my friend
We laugh together, talk to each other,hang out and have fun
But do you really know me?

You treat me like dirt
I take it 'coz its all in good fun
But do you ever stop to wonder if you've gone too far
That I've had enough?

Do you really know me?

Sometimes I think I'm just there for you to poke fun at
That I'm naught but a punching bag, a stepping stone
Did you forget
That I'm human too?

That I have feelings just like you
Just like everyone else

But if you can't see that
If you keep being childish, immature and hypocritical
And ignore how I feel
And the world revolves around you
Maybe you don't know me at all

* * *

well,as you can see i'm feeling depressed and angry.here's what happened:

i was supposed to meet cc and alvin at the MRT station. i was already on my way there, i expected to wait for them.

after fifteen minutes or so they havent arrived so i rang cc,hoping they were just about to round the corner and i would not have to hear his voice on the phone.

unfortunately he and alvin were still a ways,so i relaxed and waited still.

another 15 minutes pass.

i already feel irritated,maybe slightly angry. i call again,and my irritation must have been obvious 'coz cc hung up on me,his last words being swearing.

i dont want to jeopardise out friendship,but sometimes i wonder what he takes me for.we joke around,sometimes he makes fun of me.i take it one-ear-in-one-ear-out,but sometimes he just goes too far.i've already expressed my feelings above.

so i wonder,is there even one person other than my family who actually respects and cares for me and how i feel,and are not so childish and self-centered?

so far,i only think kelvin,anthea and alvin are the only ones who care.the others simply veiw me as part of the background,or even a target of abuse.i wont talk about poly friends since i dont know you guys well enough yet.

but for those who have known me for 4 years,you ought to know how i am by now.even some of the friends i just made,be it from poly or in kuroichou,have shown me more concern than you sometimes have.

if you read this please reflect,i dont mean to criticise but today's incident pushed me over the edge.

who the hell do you think you are?
what the hell do you take me for?

2007-10-17T08:09:00.000+08:00

Its to late baby
There's no turning around
I got my hands in my pockets and my head in the clouds
This is how I do when i think about you
I never thought you could break me apart
I keep a sinister smile and I hold on my heart
You wanna get inside
Then you can get in line
But not this time

Cuz you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero
And you are my heroine...

I won't try to philosophize
I just take a deep breath and I look in your eyes
This is how I feel
And its so surreal

I got a closet filled up to the brim
With the ghost of my past and the skeletons
And I don't know why you even try
But I won't lie

You caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming

I feel like a hero
And you are my heroine
Do you know that your love
Is the sweetest sin

And I feel a weakness coming on
Never felt so good to be so wrong
Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around

Now I'm feeling like a newborn child
Everytime I get a chance to see you smile
It's not complicated
I was so jaded...

And you caught me off guard
Now I'm running and screaming...

I feel like a hero
And you are my heroine
Do you know that your love
Is the sweetest sin...

Lyrics of Hero/Heroine by Boys Like Girls

2007-10-14T14:33:00.000+08:00

the last week totally sucked;the pressure is adding up =/

deadlines draw closer,the noose draws tighter and i draw too much

so many things to do,so little time.next week i have to be strong and not play at all >D LISTEN IN CLASS more and maybe i wont do so bad.

i wish we had a diff lecturer for VF tho.kenny ong is waaaay too fast and soft.mark attendance i oso cannot hear =

the most WTF thing is that i think my illustrator is screwed; 2 times i try saving stuff,2 times it fails me.

siannn.

2007-10-06T16:34:00.000+08:00

crap.

my lousy memory is failing me again.can sum1 frm 1a21 PM me in msn and tell me what assignments are due nearest to the current date? thanks in advanced.

my brains been partially hibernating lately,so i would rly appreciate ur help.

2007-10-03T14:07:00.000+08:00

damn.i was supposed to-and wanted to-listen to java,but i ended up totally ignoring the lecturer and writing a fanfic =.= i wanna kick myself.so what i pass java pract?dont mean i passed the whole damn thing.sian =/ plus now its getting more complicated with GUI programming,i seriously need to buck up.

at least i know i'll do well in at least one module:drawing.

supposedly we get points for completing exercises in class,and more points for self initiated drawings.me in the module=autowin =P seeing as i draw not only in drawing class(yes,i ignored sharlin for the last minutes of the lesson)but i draw in other classes too.

damn im evil.

before i post about today maybe i should take a step back and intro an old sprite-comic to y'all-8-bit theatre.check it out @ http://www.nuklearpower.com/, its this comic about final fantasy1,the very first.pretty funny,but it gets slightly lame in the more recent ones(according to russe...i mean russel LMAO)

ok today...

well, like i said,i totally burned java,which i should NOT have done =/

at least i listened to VAF-not because i should,because i want to.the bugger...i mean,the lecturer is DAMN funny,if abit lame.cant rly rmb some of his jokes,but yeah,its the reason why i listen.to learn lame pickup lines.

"Miss,do you know how your ears work?"

and stuff like that.

after that,went to meet kelvin. alvin and cc have AIDs talk(ours is next week,apparently)so i went to find ah pa alone.but,ah pa was not alone,he had some friends with him.2 guys and a girl.i heard their names,but i think i forgot.i rmb a jamie and a gilbert,the other i kinda forgot =X

journey back,i could tell kelvin was neither here nor there,talk to me and then to his friends.i feel so extra =/ shd have left him alone,maybe.cc and alvin there at least he wun feel bad for leaving me alone.

went to popular to buy stuff for drawing,and guess who i saw at the front of cd rama? a superslutty(some would call it sexy,and i would say you're nuts)cardboard cutout of jolin tsai.ugh, i think shes gonna become like taiwan's britney spears,rate shes going.

whatever.

incredible tho,the lecturer says that we should go to artfriend to get the materials,but popular has them anyways -_-

quality diff?i dunno.

we(meaning me kel and co.)went to kfc for lunch.kelvin is totally lame =.= he put some salad sauce on his salad (duh) and someone asked what's in the sauce.apparently there's vinegar,so kelvin promptly said that he would be jealous after eating it.WTF?!

i swear,i almost died there and then.

2007-10-01T14:18:00.000+08:00

I AM BORED.I AM ALSO IN CLASS RIGHT NOW.

=/

well,when i'm bored,i do stupid things.did something ytd i think was pretty dumb-made my gundams pose in granado espada's stances.

here are some shots i took...

This is dumb one.THE TIME IS NOW!

Fighter's Sabre Guard,a defensive rapier stance

Claude,Idge and Alejandro's signature stance for the greatsword,the Tail Guard

Dobalada Corte,the dual-wielding dagger stance for scouts,Lisa and Soho

Escrima,the one and only single-dagger stance

The First-Aid/Fortitudo stance. A staple for most teams.

Heaven and Hell stance,featuring the use of a sword(or sabre,depending) and a pistol.Flashy and overrated,but cool-looking.

High Guard,the advanced sword-and-shield stance.Possibly the BEST fighter stance there is.

Middle Guard.Supposed to be a sabre,but i dont have one =/

The standard greatsword stance,Plow Guard

The advanced greatsword stance,Roof Guard

Andre's signature stance,Main-gauche guard,utilising a dagger and a rapier.That little gray thing in his right hand?That's a dagger,yeah.

The basic sword-and-shield stance,Back Guard

Epee guard,an offensive stance for the rapier

Hack and slash,a popular stance,utilising doubleswords to deal double damage.

The RNPC variation of Hack and Slash.Notice the sword in the left hand is being held in a different position than from the original.

The pistol stance with the slowest speed but best accuracy,Aiming Shot.

The fastest(?) pistol stance,Doubleguns Shot,featuring the use of twin pistols.One of my personal favourites.

Freestyle shot,faster but less acurate than Aiming shot.

Kneeling shot,the advanced rifle stance which improves range but sacrifices movement.

Standing Shot,the basic rifle stance.

Now we come to some of my favourite stances...The Bible of Martial Arts!

Chapter of Earth,a boxing stance,utilising knuckles.Irawan and Jean-Pierre Gascon can use this stance.

Chapter of Fire,muay thai in layman terms.Features the use of Gaiters or Knuckles(either,not both).Irawan's signature stance.

Last but not least,MY FAVOURITE STANCE,the Chapter of Wind.Features the use of gaiters,which improves the power of a kick.Used by Irawan and Gracielo.

xD

2007-09-28T08:30:00.000+08:00

school has been insane so far.i'll leave it to you to discern whether its a good insane,or a bad insane =/

we got a new PT,and i hope she's better than a certain GML.srsly,it aint hard.try caring for the class,for instance.

before i say anything else,bleahhh asked for help with advertising him helping to sell contacts,so here's the link:

www.voidesigns.com/newblog/shop.htm

if you guys ever need coloureds,bleahhh is your man.if you dont wanna sign up online,i can always help to hook you up.

now,on to school life,part two...

things are starting to heat up as we enter our second sem.lects start off each lesson outlining lesson plans,and reveal a whole barrage of assignments and stuff.its gonna be hell,i can feel it.so instead of cringing and hiding and running away,i'll force myself to meet these obstacles head-on,no slacking.also,from week2 sem2 onwards,im going to limit myself to FRIDAYS GAMING ONLY.weekends are fair game IF there are no assignments or homework.

fail to plan,plan to fail.i plan to do reasonably well this term.

and it seems austin is sucessful,several girls form the class are now hooked onto bleach.i dunno how he diddit,but sheri,janice and celeste(from last count) are watching it now,faster than me or austin.hell,janice finished 100+ episodes in less than 3 days,i heard.it took me one whole bloody week to chioong to 60+,and even naruto i took abt a week to rush to 100+.

i now officially declare you ADDICTED. =/

2007-09-23T11:22:00.000+08:00

the holidays are ending soon,its back to school tomorrow.

and i'm not in the mood D=

i havent revised java,i havent practiced maya.

but we're getting a new java lecturer who i hope will be more interesting + funny.cuz otherwise i would prolly lose interest again.

but i resolve to listen to lessons now,not just sit in class and rot.seeing as im not doing that well,i think its time for me to buck up.to all my classmates:if u see me looking at my laptop for more than 3 minutes while the teacher is...teaching,ur welcome to give me a knock on the head.in fact i'll thank you for it =D

too bad,kelvin. xD

reveiwing the way i spent my last sem,i realised i was kinda wasting my time.i'll try my best to work harder,get a weekend job to support my hobbies+GE+cosplay.i've already set aside ONE day a week for play and thats it.fridays before school,maybe abit during the weekend if i have time.otherwise,its work work.

i also think im spending barely any time with my poly mates cuz of gaming,so i'll limit myself as much as possible.sorry guys =(

taking GEMs this sem,calendars and astronomy.hope i can meet more girls there =P stargazing is very romantic one...or so im told =X LOL

in other news...

im frickin pissed with catherine's quest.i've ben working on it for like 3 days alr and i still havent got her yet.its like gracielo all over again.except this one is more frustrating. =/

2007-09-20T12:05:00.001+08:00

Selling soul for cookies.PM me for details.

XD

2007-09-18T10:50:00.000+08:00

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold
Speak to me

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

2007-09-12T14:57:00.000+08:00

whoo~just came back frm chalet =D

i'll update on what happened...now.

DAY ONE-

went pretty late cuziwasplayingGE =X

check-in time was 2 i think,but they wanted to head in early...meet 1130 @ admiralty MRT stn =.=

in the end i met kelvin at cwp near 1430h cuzwewerebothplayingGE and justfinishedpkingeachother.

reached there in gd time,abt 4+ xD

damn lucky i left late,or i would be even more tired cuz we went nuts on monday ^^;

immediately after we dumped our bags @ the room we went to rent bikes.

1700-1000 overnight,15 dollars.ok right?

we intended to cycle only at night,but we ended up riding all over the place as soon as we got the bikes ^_^

after awhile then we went back and parked the bikes one side,to go have dinner.

had a subway dinner which totally rocked,although its was abit cold;they didnt put it in the oven long enough =/

then went for a ride which is THE longest i have ever taken on a bike. from like what,2130 all the way to past midnight we cycled all around what i think is ECP ( i suck at locations =D ),stopping only to muck around at the playgrounds.reliving our childhood as it were.

played at the swings,assorted playgrounds,slides which i cant slide down from cuz of some reason i cant quite fathom *cough* and something alvin dubbs the "Circle of Doom".it looks like a really flat funnel with the cone part tilted on one side and no hole in the middle.when 4 people climb onto it,for example,2 are supposed to climb on to the top of the disc,which starts it spinning.it goes in one direction for awhile,then slows to a gradual halt before going in the other direction.it may not sound scary when i describe it but believe me,i'm more afraid of that unpredictable construct than a gun pointed in my direction.

ok,so i'm more afraid of the gun but u shd go ride on that thing once.i'll bet you'll be scared shitless then u wanna do it again.cuz being scared shitless is what makes some of us feel the metaphorical rush.

horsed around til past midnight.i thought i saw sherilyn's friend but then again,it was very dark.XD

went back to hijack someone's barbecue pit to toast some marshmellows + chocolate (to coat the marshmellows =D)

we had nothing more than matchsticks,a mess tin and some tissue paper.

BUT we managed to start a (small) fire and actualy melted quite abit of the chocolate.

luckily for us that night,there was a group of very nice people there who were not only willing to lend us their pit,they also gave us food.leftovers its true,but hey,bee hoon,curry chicken,barbecued chicken and some slghtly tasteless stingray is plenty.a big thank you to those peeps,we didnt get their names but we're grateful nonetheless =)

something happened tho.after everything cleared we realised that we didnt have our card key with us.we thought alvin had it,but he didnt.after much consternation (and fingers pointing,both metaphorical and literal meanings intended) haikel was the one who left it in the room.he claimed that he didnt touch the card key after slotting it into the card reader,but turns out he left it on the table =.= (fingers were then diverted to their appropriate target)

SLEEP!

DAY2

we were supposed to wake up at 7 to make the most of the last few hours of cycling time but we ended up waking at abt 10+. so we had to rush down to the shop and return the bikes,then go back to the room.watched abit of TV before going for a swim.no pretty girls =( just alot of guys showing off their biceps to one another and the cute lifeguard.

we went for lunch/dinner @ sakae (we didnt have breakfast either unless u count potato chips)

loitered around the arcade til 3 since the buffet starts at that time.

we had a grand total of 52 plates,most of the plates being gobbled down by none other than CC.i think.kelvin didnt join us cuz he had $$problems so he slept in the room instead.

later we tried highjacking another pit,but we accidentally used someone else's pit =X so we had to haul ass before they called the chalet people down.

managed to make several marshmellowchocolatesticks before we had to make a run for it so at least we had smt ^^

only when we got to the room did we realise how frickin tired we all were.ended up sleeping very early,like 9+ we sleep liao.BUT we didnt sleep per se,cuz alot of things happened during the night.no,not a gay party.kelvin was expecting a call,CC was waiting for a show,haikel was blocking my feet,i was trying to sleep while the sunburn hurt me like so many little spears.

i think i fell asleep for awhile,then kelvin got his call and took the card out of it's slot throwing us in the heat cuz it deactivated the AC.ZZZ.they found him later and put the card in while he talked outside,so i had the aircon again,therefore i fell asleep.cc must have watched his show some time after that,cuz i woke up again to see haikel leaving to have breakfast-its fasting month alr.kelvin left with him if im not mistaken,then cc told me that haikel doesnt wanna sleep anymore so thats the bed for me =D

DAY3

woke up at abt 8+,took a bath and started packing.nth much to say,cuz we didnt do much.

journey back was uneventful...totally.just sat there and talked about maple,can you believe it.

now,its GE time! XD

2007-09-07T12:43:00.000+08:00

its been a long ime since i caught up on anime(damn i havent finished TMGK season one or burst angel =.=)

but recently i watched fate/stay night(i know,old anime,but hey,its nice.)

archer is teh coolest character XD

saber is teh cutest character XD

and now another one is added to the list.claymore,as recomended by my two stalkers.

ah well.lets see how it goes.

bad news too.

the tailor yuki tried to contract to do our GE costumes says she cant find teh materials.shoot her dead i say,but that means no GE cosplay from me =(

currently free for EOY,but me and yuki are working to remedy that =D

joyce oso wanted us to do something for haloween LOL.jl at first say want to do grim reaper,but that would look overly scary on the train,no?me wants do light yagami/kira frm deathnote XD i alr made one.i think i may be going back into that deathnote hype again wahahahaha...the first coupla weeks the movie was out i bought one supersmall version of the deathnote and wrote certain teacher's names in it *coughraychuaandcalvinongcough*

sadly,it didnt work.its been more than a year now,and a shinigami hasnt appeared yet.ah well.

Misa:"Omae wa...Tenshi?"

Rem:"Iie,Shinigami da."

2007-09-03T08:48:00.000+08:00

WOOTS MY 100th POST~

like finally =.=

teacher's day coupla days back.almost everyone i saw didnt change.much.pretty boring day,seeing as both CC and alvin run so fast D=

the past few days have been hell for me.i can't go into details but lets just say my home is not as homely as it should be anymore.

why me?

on a brighter note...

I GOT A NEW BAG XD yays~

like wanted to get one since poly started.now one sem is gone and i finally got the bugger.

it actually kinda looks like CC's nike one (duh mine is oso nike -.-) but instead of black and white mine is...black and gold! w00t5!!11!!!!11!!oneone!!

and i finally watched bourne ultimatum.OWNS MAN.the show rocks,matt damon rocks,the fight scenes rock.nuff said.

2007-08-29T09:47:00.000+08:00

i want a new blogskin and i need help with it.

if you CAN help,pls PM me in msn (kurosaki120@hotmail.com)

i've been searching around and experimenting making my own butisuckbadly.

what i want is a non-navigation layout (like my current one) featuring either Sol Badguy or Holy Orders Sol from Guilty Gear.

help.please?

2007-08-28T08:49:00.000+08:00

Odex Feud Affects Kotex

by Michael Bloombird

The regional distributor for Kotex, the women’s sanitary pad, is complaining that local anime distributor Odex is affecting their image.

Odex has been in the news lately because it is aggressively pursuing legal action against people who have allegedly downloaded pirated copies of their anime titles. Downloaders, meanwhile, have defended their actions, citing the poor quality of Odex’s products, with pixelised images, poor audio dubbing and incomprehensible subtitles. The pirated copies of the titles are apparently superior, coming from foreign versions of the products, or where fans have substituted their own subtitles, a practice known as ‘fansubs’. Fans are furious at Odex’s legal actions, as they claim it is a way for them to profit despite peddling substandard products. In a notorious instance, Odex apparently compelled a 9 year old to pay them damages of $2,000 in instalments. Meanwhile, the managing director of Odex has also been the subject of death threats.

This feud has now spilled over from the anime domain into the realm of women’s sanitary products.

According to Ms. Tamporn Maxipad, the regional agent for Kotex, “The online rage being directed against Odex is affecting the public perception of Kotex.”

Ms Maxipad explained that this was not only because of the similar-sounding names, but because many irate anime fans were calling Odex management “bloody chee byes” in numerous online forums.

“As you know, bloody chee byes are Kotex’s core business,” said Ms Maxipad gravely. “We cannot allow this accidental link between Odex’s poor image and our core business to affect Kotex’s brand reputation. Period.”

Ms Maxipad has filed a complaint about the Odex case with CASE, the consumer protection agency, and urged Odex to tend to its poor public image swiftly.

Currently, sales of Kotex have not been affected yet, but Ms Maxipad says that, “We have to staunch any potential flow in case we start bleeding profits and start going into the red.”

When contacted, a spokesman for Odex stated, “We want do’nt to be peoples sueing but downloading’s can not. Else our sales going be downly. But trying best we to mess this settle.”

extract from http://www.talkingcock.com/ , singapore's premiere satrical humor website

2007-08-27T20:02:00.000+08:00

yo all.

hung out with the old gang for the past few days,and i must say its really been fun.its like reliving our secondary school days without the constant pressure of homework and tests and whatnot.

today we went to play pool.

we were supposed to meet at cwp at 12,then have lunch then go play.

i was abt 5 minutes late,cc abt 10.alvin was already there.

haikel was a whole frickin hour late.

he called alvin at 1145,told him he'll be late prolly cuz he just got up.

understandable.

but.

he reached at about 1.

we were willing to overlook that.even made fun of him behind his back (girls take longer to prepare LMAO)

but he got all emo cuz he asked us "where we going?" and we told him "since u one hour late,we one hour later then tell you"

bastard couldnt take a joke.

we continued ignoring him for the sake of fun,but he snapped.like a wet tissue paper,yeah.

he bacame all emo,didnt even folo us when we went to get a seat on the train.when we got off at CCK he was still emoing,albeit with a blacker face.really spoiled my mood there,he came late,we play around abit and we dont even hold a grudge for him being late,and he dares be a jackass like that when the rest of us were pretty happy?

damn,man.

when we got to KPool we even took a cue for him despite him ignoring us.

i tried to be happy,tried to get him to shrugg off his mood.

gave me the fucking cold shoulder.

ignored me completely.

who the hell do you think you are?some big shot?got money=damn good?

i can tell you this,wuss.

dont.give.me.attitude.when.i'm.trying.to.be.nice.

so i lost my temper.

told him straight off the bat to get lost and not screw my day up any more.

just kills your mood when you're having fun and someone acts all emo.when i see his face i really feel like kicking something.preferably him.

here's a tip.if you're feeling emo and all pissed off,GO AWAY ON YOUR OWN AND DONT WAIT FOR YOUR FRIENDS TO ASK YOU TO FUCK OFF.

If you want my sympathy, grovel like a dog and maybe I will give a shit.

2007-08-22T08:54:00.000+08:00

i know i hate math,but recent i discovered an equation thats pretty true most of the time.

HE=SD

where HE = Huge Ego
and SD = Small Dick

most people with egos the size of america usually act as though they're great simply cuz they have miniature little brothers,and they need to compensate for it.so they do it the only way they can-act waaaaaaaaay greater than they really are.

then when something comes up they really have to handle they whimper,shrug responsibility or even make scapegoats out of others.

kids,remember this theory.REALLY important shit,this.

ok,enough about facts.

what do you do when you like someone because of looks but have no idea how they are like as a person?i suppose you could call such a person superficial.unfortunately i fall into such a category.and it seems that after i've taken a liking to this so-called vision of beauty i can ignore any and every glaring personality fault.dont ask me why i'm like that,i just am.

i suppose its a bit of superficial-ness and biasdness,cuz i'm the same way with my friends.

some may call it loyal to stick to my friends and to defend them,but i think its just outright biasdness on my part cuz they're my friends.for example,kelvin got beaten up the other time.i know he's got a sharp-and often very blunt and tactless-tongue;he,like me,were the only people in ray chua's class who actively showed him attitude.even though i think his tongue got him the grudge in the first place,i defend his fault,simply cuz he's my friend.even told him i'd fight for him if he was to be beaten up again,even if it means i become the target.

call it loyalty,call it friendship,call it bravery,call it stupidity.all i know is that friendship means more to me than anything else,next to kinship.

anyway.

i'm a sucker for cute girls,any one of my closer friends can tell you that (although some of my likings they cant quite understand.i'm unique and eccentric that way.call it insanity,i dont care)

but i think this is one of MY faults.i shouldnt judge a person by looks alone.

like my entire class,1b21.thought i'd never make any other friend other than eugene and jiawei.

the entire class is friendly with each other(i think),and i have at least spoken one sentence to everyone before.

its not something i want.its just the way i am.maybe the way most boys are.

2007-08-19T14:34:00.000+08:00

ok,i lied.

but i'm posting now! =D

exams are finally oveeeerrrrrrrrr.and i think i fucked the webp one up.shit.

on the broght side i think i can pass math.

yay.

went out with some peeps from kuroichou ytd.me,TJ,kyoist,bleahhh,usagi-san and bleahhh's friend who i think is called chao mian bao.fried bread?

we went to ajitei(not ajisen ramen.bleahhh went wrong place and me and TJ spent like 5 minutes trying to find him to no avail.)mainly cuz kyoist wanted to eat the deserts =X

19 bucks for lunch.OUCH.

when we ate talked about all kinds of bullshit (METAL SLUG COSPLAY LMAO)

later went walking around bras basar,cuz they needed materials for their next costumes o_O

and its there i made a monumental decision.

ima cosplay as Sol Badguy.

heh.

then went to the arcade to watch some pros and some not-so-pros play console classics like KOF,GG and Soulcalibur.

blablabla.

went back around 5+,with bleahhh and his friend.

cold,cold.she ignored me after bleahhh left,and she got onto the train without even looking at me =( kawaii demo...

sadness.=/

anyway.

i came up with a guilty gear roster had i been the one to create the game...very lame shit.credits go to me and edsel.

GG:Good Game
Sol Goodguy(Sol Badguy)
Ky-Kiss(Ky-Kiske)
Homo-Ky(Robo-Ky)
Horny(Johnny)
NG Mito(Anji Mito)
Baikah(Baiken)
Jam Kaninnabeh(Jam...something.)
January(May)
Chirp Zanuff(Chipp)
Testicles(Testament)
False(Faust)
"Sei"yer(Slayer)
Millia Cage(Millia Rage)
Ed Die(Eddie)
Po-tem Kin(Potemkin)
U-Yes(I-NO)
Giddy(Dizzy)
Zipper(Zappa)
Ass Hole(Axl Low)
Semen(Venom)
Midget(Bridget)

Gurando Vaipah! LOL.

2007-08-14T21:42:00.000+08:00

woo.maths exam over X)

WEBP next >_< then i'm home freeee~wheeeee~

sian GE p2p liao.i get another 3 months free cuz i have characters above lv 20,but all the same...70 US a year=about 120 sing=10 bucks a month.may not be worth it cuz im not a hradcore gamer(not by choice.i am forced to be a casual gamer cuz my parents aint lettin' me stay up late to play.for my own good,i think.)

SIAN LAH.

tml then i post about what happened the last few days.i'm too sian+angry+sad+stressed+high now.

2007-08-12T15:45:00.000+08:00

RAAAAH exam week.

and i'm blogging.LMAO.

i'm just so sick of going over the thing several times over and still NOT understanding it.

read the chapter on binary theorem what,3 times?i still don't bloody understand.

the only chapters i understand?matrices,transformation and probability,maybe abit of statistics.

can we all spell 'screwed'?

hell yeah.

webp is probably gonna be screwed too.

looks like its all gonna go "java"-thats fail.when something goes "java",its gonna fail. =)

at least i have things to do to cool down-reading air gear(i cant believe i discovered this one after this long =.=),dota-ing...and fate stay night ^^

2007-08-03T13:11:00.001+08:00

i cant believe this but i am actually playing.exams are next week and im PLAYING.OH.MY.F***.GOD.

ytd something wierd happened.

on my way back i wanted to stop by popular and see if there were any cheap games on sale.

while walking pass BK someone hit me on the shoulder (why do they keep doing that?!) and i turn to find CC there.

then he led me to BK where alvin and kelvin were eating.

originally its only cc and alvin who were meeting,but they stumbled on kelvin,and then me.

so we went to the arcade,played some shit then went home.

next day we met again(but this one was planned)

after lessons i had to PS everyone-PAISEH LAH-to meet CC at moberly,where we were waiting for alvin and co bring racquet play tennis.

in the end alvin played tennis with his friends while me and cc went to moberly to try and play dota-but the school internet fucks up as usual and we went to play one-ONE- game of pool which ended in me losing spectacularly to him =.=

later went to his hse,but alvin fell sick-food poisoning-so he couldnt come. kelvin joined us at cc's hse too,and funnily enough he reached there earlier than us despite us being closer to his home from adm mrt stn o_O

played some GE (leech cc's wireless wahahahahaha), dueled with kel and got my ass handed to me on a plate(he lv 82 i lv 30+ 40+,u say leh.)

on saturday i wanted to study and work...but after 2 hours flipping thru the book and banging my head on the table,laptop and throwing the book into the dustbin (then taking it back out again) i gave up trying to do the java mock test.

so i tried doing webp instead-with the same ending.

at least i managed to finish the ideas presentation =/

but hell,i am so dead.

java practical,webp written,webp assignment(THWGMLC!),stsb assignment,maths written...

feels like something is strangling me to death slowly.

2007-07-30T10:13:00.000+08:00

you're way too beautiful,girl
that's why it'll never work
you had me suicidal,suicidal
when you said its over~

2007-07-28T15:09:00.000+08:00

DVDE:COMPLETE
3DF:COMPLETE
OOPM:exam and practical test and mock pract edging closer >.<
WEBP:havent started designing the site AT ALL. >.<
STSB:havent started drawing the thumbnails OR the actual storyboard >.<
MATHS:exam edging closer,but strangely i dont have to pass the exam to pass overall o.O
OC:teusday! RAWR!
IDEAs:concept ready,skit+presentation FAR from ready.

ah,well.whoever said poly was easy?

but i expected a more relaxing,less "chiongassignmentsandstudyfortests" kind of thing.

PLUS.i dont want to bloody do maths.i was forced to. __

and i still dont see the relation between math and the course.maybe to the programming part,but who said i wanted to do bloody programming?

i joined this course for simple reasons: animation+filming.simple as that.

which is why i didnt choose a science course in the first place.pfft.

if i wanted maths i would have said it.

and now i have to endure a coupla more lessons and the exam which i can hopefull pass then SCREW IT!

same for java and webp.GRR.

-----------------------------------------
some things i would like to say to some of my friends...

kelvin>> own your class brudder!after go poly u became abit more studious,but ur still that prick in the ass u were in secondary sch XD extra kia XD gd luck with that dude who i hope isnt bugging you anymore.if he is i will willingly step in and help you.dont be too proud and not accept help,it may be the thing that saves ur life.

alvin>> like i said.express yourself abit more.shout abit,scold abit,punch and kick abit,make ppl realise your importance and existence.if they dont they aint worthy of ur friendshp and shd be sent straight to hell.remember,i'm your friend,have been since the ice-breaking games during sec one.

CC>> use moving rubber.XD

jiawei>> yo man,too bad that you pulled out,i wont forget the dude who was so enthu during flag day XD sad that we couldn't get to know you more in depth,but good luck with the course you've chosen,and i hope you'll meet more friends and like the modules better.

eugene>>cheer up,dont think so much.get well soon man!

auzzie>>you remind me of a friend i had,a friend i thought was the best dude in the world til i realised he loves putting people down.dont go down that path,i know cuz i saw it happen.

weisheng>>grow up laaaaaah.when its time to be serious,get your game face on,dont screw around.no wonder austin gets pissed off so easily with you.XD

haikel>>i'm hoping you find something to do.dont waste your time,and maybe you should listen to your friends abit more,but not too much.and i mean me.i usually have good judgement,like i just proved to you when you dropped out from JC.

ZJ>>i know u aint gonna see this,but i just wanna apologise about the earlier incident.i was in a bad mood,on a hair trigger and ready to explode at the slightest provocation.i'm sorry man.

HJ>>oi.u is handsome de ok.u rocks de ok.

ray>>be more open minded and look at other characters! XD

nick>>ALMOST DEVIMON LE XD

keith>>get a better alarm clock.LMAO.

janice>>i know that IT is bothering you,but dont care what he says.be yourself and never explain yourself to people who dislike you cuz they will never listen-i learnt that from a friend too.

anthea>>hope ur ok...havent had a chance to meet up since ur bday,but lets hope we meet again =)

2007-07-26T20:49:00.001+08:00

ok,maya and dvde complete.next stop,OC T.T

finished the metalgreymon in like less than 12 hours (cuz i was lazy to give him legs and a proper arm so he has two metal ones)

say hi to machindragreymon XD (pronounced ma-shin-dra-grey-mon),cross between machindramon and metalgreymon.

looks pretty cool IMO.my DVDE looks worst,believe me.some last minute piece of dung =/

i pray to god,odin,buddha,osiris,zeus and whatever other god-like figure there is that leon accepts my work,he returns us our assignment one and i pass my 3df.

2007-07-26T13:15:00.000+08:00

assignment count:

DVDE: almost complete,some manual work needed.
3DF: halfway done,metalgreymon's missing arms legs wings and a tail.
OC: almost complete,presentation is halfway done.
OOPM: exam module-and im screwed.
MATHS:read above.
STSB: havent started.
IDEAs:havent started.
WEBP:havent started.

call me a procrastinator,a lazy scumbag,i dont give a shit,cuz i know i am.=/

2007-07-22T17:31:00.000+08:00

next week need to hand in a mountain of assigments,and all i can think of is W,cosplay,shoujo-ai and gaming.

i am so screwed.

2007-07-21T15:00:00.000+08:00

ASSIGNMENTS >_<

DAMN THEM >_<

2007-07-20T20:08:00.000+08:00

i know im double posting buuuuut...

today got funny shit and cool stuff happen 8D

lets count.

1.nick astounds with his coin tricks,says he will teach the basic technique to me for 10 bucks =X

2.american food for lunch-six dollars worth of giantfries and hugefish. xD

3.AUSTIN ON TOP OF NICK!ZOMFGWTFBBQ

4.digimon craze.thats right-DIGIMON.

5.nick's cousin is JOHNATHAN LEONG.ZOMG?

let me start explaining everything.

1~
he shows me some more coin tricks as per the usual nick.also showed me a pen going thru a 5 dollar note without poking a hole in it.some pretty sweet switches there-he has some fast fingers all right.

2~
botak jones at clementi-coffeeshop prices,huge servings,restaurant style orders.PWNAGE MAN! fish and chips come in 6 dollar or ten dollar-meaning huge and superhuge.THE SERVING IS WTF ALOT LAH.

3~
THIS ONE IS YAOI SHIT LOR!
our OOPM lecturer was taking attendance,when the lecturer forgot to tick austin's name...

convo as follows:

austin: cher u forget mark mine!

cher:got meh?where?

austin:there,austin! im on top of nick!

class:ZOMGWTFBBQLOLZORS

me:YOU ARE NOT FREAKING ON TOP OF NICK!YAOI~!YAOI~!

4~
what,a quarter of my class is currently playing digimon world.thats right,the pre-cartoon playstation classic.retro boy-nick(again.)he started it,we are hooked onto it 8D personally i prefer DW2 tho.

5~
like it says on the cover.NICK'S COUSIN IS JON LEONG OMG!

that concludes matthew's life day number 6078(check it-its accurate)

2007-07-20T10:08:00.000+08:00

if i had a dollar for everytime i feel conflicting emotions i could buy the world and still have enough leftover to buy mars too.

i think eugene is rubbing off on me.

ok,maybe i didnt mean that.

but then again...

i wont deny it-i've been feeling more emo than i've ever felt before.

mostly its cuz of the stupid assignments.

its like time flies; cosfest is already over,assignments start pouring in again,and i cant stop thinking about 'ano hito'.for the purposes of secrecy i will refer to the person as 'W'.

its like everytime i do something i lose focus-just for the few seconds-and i start thinking of W.

and i cant help it.

is that normal?

but i cant keep dwelling on W.i have my life to lead.deadlines to meet.masterpieces to draw.novels to write.

and when i tell myself W is out of reach i delude myself and suddenly W seems within reach.

it goes round and round.

fuck.

then i remember i have work to do and i concentrate again-

-only to have it broken and W appears in my mind again.

i have to do something about this soon.

i fear for my own sanity.

i dont know if i can continue waiting like this.

torment...is enveloping my very soul...

2007-07-16T11:36:00.000+08:00

COSFEST!

ysterday's was definitely MUCH better than last sunday.

cuz i was there in costume.XD

just kidding.

but it really was much better,mainly cuz my team was there.i may be baised cuz,well,its MY team,but YO.WE IS THE MOST ORGANISED BLEACH SG TEAM YO.WE HAVE ARRANCAR x VAIZARD YO.

WE IS KUROICHOU,YO!YOU NOT MESS WITH US YO!

anyways,a vid before we begin =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xh0sHkhvVbo

check it out.its FUNNY.(from left to right-me[shiba kaien],edo[kyouraku shunsui],tenjin[hitsugaya toushiro])

got up around 8 am,too excited to go back to sleep.went to put some finishing touches on my trident,then had breakfast.

kanchiong until i was finally there (to alvin and cc:sorry for making you pay for the taxi,if u wanna i'll make it up to you...)

found tenjin and edo at burger king,waited with them for awhile,then tama and bleahhh came with ichi in tow.

went to a HUGE toilet to put some finishing touches,almost the entire team was there 88D

edo had to put FAKE chest hair XD

michelle(hinamori) ask me help her wear her VC badge i had to put my hand into her sleeve >_<>_< *blushes*

we walked as a team into d'marquee LOL.SO IMPOSING LOR.20 PPL WALK IN TOGETHER.

RAWR KUROICHOU PWNAGE RAWR.

stayed there for a REALLY long time.XP

at first we took some pictures together as a team,then we split up and walked around.i walked around with edo,ichi,michelle*blinks*,chiyuu and joey.we did a shitload of parody shots lah XD we did deathnote,ultraman,naruto and FMA...then later we imitated the masked rider there LOL we follow his poses,a fighting one then his henshin pose XD

thought no one would wanna take shots ofme,but thanks to my friends managed to get a few people to take 8D

chibi REALLY brought some *coughpornocough* as her props for risa LMAO.then aeris took it to read and like 3 ppl were standing behind her reading over her shoulder =X

we did the GATSBY:BLEACH VER. when we were all sitting aside,tired from walking around.LMAO got ppl watching us and we didnt care and just went ahead and took it HAHA.

went walking around summore,took some more shots and then went for dinner(see janice's blog and eugen-ius' blog for the story and some pictures,i dont have any but i will force ppl send to me ^^)

this is only the first.cosplay world,watch out!KuRoiKaBuTo hath cometh!

2007-07-10T08:45:00.001+08:00

aww dammit.

i think im coming down with the flu T_T FUCK no.NO DAMMIT.COSFEST IS LESS THAN A WEEK AWAY,DAMN,NOT NOW.

maybe next monday.

NOT NOW,BLOODY HELL.

2007-07-08T15:57:00.000+08:00

cosfucks abound yesterday @ ngee ann city.

ytd was the first day of cosfest(more like cosfiasco,tho).

at the start i alr had a bad feeling;when me and haikel came out of the MRT stn we saw a yachiru who was almost haikel's height,and was almost as tall as their ichigo =_= whose zangetsu was wayyy tooooo biiig.

later at KFC we saw last year's ishida and aizen,makan ayam.both not rly good,IMO.ishida's hair was kinda wrong,aizen's hakama is actually baggy pants =_=

when at the event we saw a pathetic inuyasha whose fringe was too short,didnt bother to spray his hair white or get a wig(probably saying that he's doing the human form,lazy jackass),didnt have dog ears,didnt do tetsusaiga properly and left it in its lame useless form.then we saw an OLD rin,a fat kagome and thankfully,an ok-looking kagura.

posibly the best cosplay there was the shippuden version of sasuke.

the performances were pretty lame,actually.=(

later i met chibi,tenjin and kyoisthez (i think) and we had a short chat...

me:hey,tenjin.

*ignores me*

me:HEY,TENJIN.

*they turn around*

tenjin:oh,hello!

*chibi and kyoist stares at me*

me:...kabuto lah.

chibi:OOOOH!i see u b4...

*kyoist still looks lost*

kyoist:(whispers)who?

chibi:(whispers back)kuroikabuto lah...

kyoist:OOOOH!

me:heh...

tenjin:dat day kbt clever leh...

me:huh?

tenjin:he learn wear contacts very fast...

me:o_O

tenjin:half an hour is fast alr,some ppl take an hour or two...

me:=X...(to chibi) did you see the inuyasha team?

me,chibi,tenjin,kyoist:*makes noise of disgust,stick tongues out*

chibi:then the other bleach team?

me,chibi,tenjin,kyoist:*makes noise of disgust,stick tongues out*

chibi:the naruto team?

me,chibi,tenjin,kyoist:*makes noise of disgust,stick tongues out*

chibi:and did you see the fat haruhi suzumiyas?

me,chibi,tenjin,kyoist:*makes noise of disgust,stick tongues out*

*laughter*

after that they play with kyoist's batons,then i left for home...a disappointing day.luckily the three of them and that sasuke saved my life,i would have died from seeing so many CFs that day...

cc kept saying he was going blind from seeing that lame inuyasha so much.XD couldnt have agreed more.

to all the peeps who came,the EX-adss-4e1,my current DDM class,my sincere apologies for making your first cosplay event such a negatively memorable one.

GOMEN!

2007-07-05T09:40:00.001+08:00

COSFEST IS JUST AROUND THE FREAKING CORNER!

2007-07-04T10:05:00.000+08:00

boring T_T stupiiid so long nvr play GE liao can die le >_<>_<>_<

now hooked onto GGXX#RELOAD SOL ISH DA BOMB!

literally.

me have fetish for fire-users in these kind of fighting games,so its a no brainer.

need that stupid wireless internet so i can play late at night MUAHAHAHAAHAHAHAA XD

2007-07-01T16:22:00.000+08:00

went to get my contacts today *#&$($#&^% frickin pain can...

where pain you ask?

wallet and eyeballs.

it cost 36 freaking dollars T_T

and it hurts(or at least itches)when i put it in-the process...the post-insertion *cough* doesnt really hurt,just itches abit.ok,alot.

maybe i wear to sch to get used to it... =P

2007-06-25T12:08:00.000+08:00

finally got my costume.after like dunno how frickin long =_=

les than a month left to cosfest and my debut in the cosplay scene...feeling kinda nervous.plus i havent finished my zpt...wanna go buy a norm swrd just in case i cant finish nejibana,but must have faith in myself >< FINISH NEJIBANA!

almost everything else is done.

kaien's tattoo,toner on my face to cover my pimples and mascara on my bottom lash can be done on the day itself...

hair has to be cut and extended a week before...

getting contacts next week...

shinigami clothes already collected(looks great!),vice captain badge,slippers and tabi socks bought...

only the blasted zpt left.><

on a happier note,i managed to assemble the GE team i wanted-grace bernelli,gracielo and a scout X3 did i mention grace bernelli is hawt?

i got gracielo at the cost of 15 bucks tho =X unless...kelvin,i do the m'boma quest and return u the card lor =3

now i have to earn some cash(vis) to get potions to do gracielo's quest to get his other stance...current one stinks.and i think bernelli can only use shotguns at higher lvls X_X DAMN!

Countdown to the End(CosFest)-20 more days...

2007-06-20T15:50:00.000+08:00

i may be organising a cosplay team for Granado Espada for cosfest08, still discussing with akina-senpai and miyami.stay tuned for updates(if i can remember them)(alt costumes can be done for stock chars)

Available Characters:
Stock Characters
Fighter
Musketeer
Wizard
Elementalist(Warlock)
Scout

rNPCs
Reboldoeux
Ramiro
Jack the Engineer
Diego
Idge Imbrulia
Brunie Ettiene
Panfilo de Narvaez
Najib Sharif
Claude Baudez
Andre Janzur

Coimbra
Soho
Lisa Lynway
Emilia Guilano
Grace Bernelli
Adelina Esperanza
Gracielo
M'Boma
Alejandro
Jose Cortasar

Auch
Tiburon
Gurtrude Peterson
Lorch Furuholen

Dr.Torshe's Mansion
Catherine the Summoner

Ustiur
GrandMa
Romina

Cash Shop
Panfilo the Battlecook
Adelina the Pirate
Soho the Wind
Idge the Blacksmith
Emilia the Sage

Source: www.granadocafe.com

2007-06-19T11:08:00.000+08:00

started GE yet?no?well,takea look and tell me u dun wanna start!

My original team.

Strike a pose!

Grace Bernelli-My all-time favourite rNPC X3

Ready to fire!

Look at Bernelli's quote.Anyone wondering why I like her?XD

My revamped team =D

New dress XD

Something me and Kelvin did.Then some guy came and joined in o.o

What we typed haha XD

Someone else's Adelina

Someone else's Claude

Someone complaining about lag LOL.

My finalised team.Praying for safety(basically meaning not dying in combat)

DUST DEVIL!GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM US!

The 'Dunno Leh' Pose.

Something i got from Bellem Box.=3

PLAY.NOW.

2007-06-17T21:33:00.000+08:00

YTD,16 june

zouk GE event was disappointing =(

expected more good cosplayers,better events(the offline quest is kinda hard to do,its too cramped in zouk) and a hotter elementalist =(

strangely,its the scouts that get the most attention.probably cuz they show more skin =X

there was the FHM gamer girl there dressed as a scout tho <3 like ZOMGWTFBBQHOTHOTHOT

wish i ahd gone to merchandise area and gotten a shirt tho =(and a poster and a pack of postcards and a mug LOL.

me haikel(aka Akamaru aka Cheese) cc(aka Father/Mother) kelvin(aka Father/Mother) and alvin(aka Brother) were there.haikel was the most enthu,but the saddest later cuz we left early.

funny thing happened tho.haikel went to get a limited edition box set,and we went into zouk main first.coke there was free but we tricked haikel...

akamaru:*arrives*ei,where u guys get the coke?

me:there*points*

akamaru:oh.how much?

me:7 bucks.

akamaru:serious lah.7 bucks?

me:yeah.

akamaru:alvin,the coke how much?

alvin:7 bucks(very 'pei he' LOL)

kelvin:i told u stuf here is expensive.

*cc said smt here,i cant rmb what =X*

me:okok,i lied.its free.

akamaru:huh?!matt,serious lah!

me:WTF i tell u its FREE LAH.tell u 7 dollar u dun believe,tell u free u dun believe __ U GO ASK LAH.

haha.evil,evil me.

like i said,we left halfway.we stayed cuz those buggers,once they here me say vanda(whos helping out there) is a girl and is here they all wan see her =_=

well,its normal.i think.

went to somerset to have linner/lunner/dinch(lunch +dinner)

then went to play 2 rounds of dota,both with me losing.i lost second round coz alvin sabo me and keep spamming holdposition when i fighting kelvin or cc.we had a laugh,coz alvin didnt care liao and decided to let them own us lol...

then played CS.i hate aim maps,but after a few deaths and trial-and-error i started to kill ppl.occasionally i go into a frenzy and clear-team cc and alvin but others me and kel get pwned.

TODAY
went to grab my costume.

got to meeting place abit too early =X

next to arrive was edo,then tenjin and aeris,and lastly michelle and joey.in case ur wondering...

ME>shiba kaien
EDO>kyoraku shunsui
TJ>hitsugaya toushiro
AERIS>cirruci thunderwitch
MICHELLE>hinamori momo
JOEY>kusajishi yachiru

went to mos burger to slack/have lunch,where we found out that aeris have a VERY strange habit-collecting things like mos burger trays,restaurant cups,bus number plates and whatnot.

then went to the tailor's house.the costume looked great,but was abit long at the sleeves.had to leave it with her to collect on friday =( edo was the only one whose costume was perfectly fine.

on the plus side,im going back to the tailors with michelle and joey,who are both kawaiii X3

slightly disappointed i couldnt bring it back yet,but at least the tailor's workmanship is excellent.

2007-06-11T17:09:00.000+08:00

KRKBT(thats my nick without vowels)'S HOLIDAY TO PHUKET!

i'll tell u guys,my faithful readers *cough* about my trip to phuket,thailand =D remember i dont have an elephant's memory so i may forget some things...

DAY ONE(the day i leave singapore)

woke up at bloody 3am.had to,cuz the bloody plane leaves at 7 and we have to check in 2 hours in advance(screw you,airport officials,screw you) and have to give some time for travelling...hence wake at 3.dragged myself around the house,washing up and preping my bag and shit...blah blah blah.had breakfast at delifrance...but they dont bloody serve breakfast at 4 in the morning,so we had their norm food =___= wtf?morning eat lunch fare?AND CREAM OF CHICKEN IN THE MORNING?!whats the world comin to =_=

anyway.

no incident after that,unless you count my sis being unable to cross the damn barrier thingy cuz she was below 15 and dun have an IC(they nid a thumbprint and thier reference is the thumbprint you gave when u make ur IC)

bored to death on the plane.they said 'no electronic devices' and so i assumed the whole bloody flight cannot listen mp3 or play psp(hence i didnt bring it).then i see people playing DS and listening mp3 on the damn bird.plane.my iPOD was in my bag ^#%*$)^(*$&% put it on the luggage rack =X

got to the phuket airport only to be told its another hour before i can collapse(for awhile) on my hotel bed.the hotel was at the other freaking end of the island.42km,if i remember right.

now THATS screwy.

uneventful cab journey...then to the hotel.the coordinator dude(from the travel agency) kept saying 'dui' (correct in chinese) repeatedly,and in the end he didnt understand a word and my mom had to repeat then he give the same damn response =_=

room was nice.i think.the only thing i liked about the whole room-TV!CARTOON NETWORK!TEEN TITANS!FOSTERS HOME FOR IMAGINARY FRIENDS!

i know im 16.is it a crime to watch cartoon network at 16?last i checked it aint.

so we went walking around the place.it smelled.real bad.at certain places.

every 3 meters or so theres a dude whos a taxi driver,and he'll be asking you repeatedly 'taxi taxi?tuktuk tuktuk?go phuket town?'

i wanna shove summat down each and every one of their asses =_= noisy buggers

saw some really funny shit here.their english aint that great,hence:room for rant.LOL.

some other stuff cracked me up too.

like a restaurant called :suki suan mee.or the yuri japanese restaurant.

i mean,come on...

cant you at least come up with less funny names?!

DAY TWO(the day i woke up in phuket)
breakfast at hotels always rock.bacon,eggs,ham,toast,cereal...what more could i ask for?

then we explored the place again.went to phuket town-bloody boring cuz almost nth to see,and the only things i were interested in were WAY more expensive than they are in dear singapore.

but its this day that i saw some of the best poetry in my life.

on some shirts on sale there:

'i have never met someone with as many problems as you.you have my full sympathy;now f*** off.'

'bush,hitler-same shit,different asshole'

'Starf***s For Free(supposed to be Starbucks Coffee)'

'g_ f_ck y_ _rs_lf-would you like to buy a vowel?'

like i said,poetry XD

another army of taxi drivers there of course.

and get this-a guy about 3 years older than me was in a shop-playing DoTA.icefrog's map is famous even here.

the internet cafes here are rippin people off though.2baht per minute?that works up to 5 bucks an hour!here they're 2+ i think.or 3+ at the more expensive places.

went for a swim at the pool later.nothing much to say about this.

again,not a very interesting day.not for the first time i wished i was back in sg.then i remember i was supposed to give a presentation,and i felt slightly comforted XD

DAY3(the day i was REALLY bored)
once again a superb breakfast.

we went walking around the area near the hotel.went to a shopping centre nearby,at which nearly half the shops have yet to have owners.barely anything to see here.the mini-arcade had ghost squad,but i didnt feel like playing anyways.plus i suck at it.

more poetry here,of course.they have carrefour (OMGWTFBBQ) but nothing much here either.

at the hotel room we played cards.tai tii(big2) was what we played.i had joked earlier-imagine getting all four 2s in your hand.be real freaky.i got all four twos in the very first round.my luck after that stank.=D used up all my luck in that one round.

DAY4(the day i wait a frickin long time for the flight back home)
the title explains it all.

we check out at 12.the flight is at 8 =___= the taxi to the airport comes at 6 to the hotel =_=

6 hours of doing nothing.

went back to that nearby shopping centre.boredom again,of course.

about halfway through went to starbucks for coffee(duh).bought a magazine to read to spend the rest of the hours.

went to the airport,had to wait again =_=

the flight should have been restful,except that a bunch of noisy angmohs sat behind me,making a bloody racket AND the dickhead sitting behind me kept kicking my seat.halfway through i got pissed,turned around and said'excuse me.you've been kicking my chair continually,would you mind refraining from it?'in a threatening voice(i think).he obliged after that.

got home near 0030.home sweet home.

now,what happened today:
we (me,nick,keith,austin,eugene,aileen,jiahui and janice) went to kbox.

sang some songs.i sound funny on a mike,i dunno why,i sound perfectly fine(to me) at home singing to myself in my room.(i am NOT wierd.i am training for an alternative profession.)

someone picked huoyuanjia,the theme song for the movie 'fearless'.i rapped,austin sang the high notes,and we all made that 'huo huo huohuo huo huohuohuo' sound LMAO.the room was just filled with austin's voice,then suddenly HUO HUO HUOHUO HUO HUOHUOHUO.

pretty fun things we do*cough*

ate too many peanuts,plus sang abit too loudly=slight sore throat now.XD

2007-06-04T10:38:00.000+08:00

maya is a professional program for a reason.

>< struggling now...kinda.

2007-06-01T09:53:00.000+08:00

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i hate java in the morning.

2007-05-29T10:17:00.001+08:00

i just realised some things(dont make some lame joke about me being 'enlightened' or reaching 'nirvana',thank you very much).

1) most of the characters im cosplaying after kaien wear blue.wizard is mainly blue,with some white portions;tatsuma wears a blue school uniform with a blue hoodie and blue gloves;kakashi wears a blue mask,shirt,pants,headband,sandals.

2)my OC lecturer always says that technology will fail us.she's wrong;she fails at technology.

3)most girls (if not all) in kuroichou are *cough* rabid fangirls *cough* who like *cough* yaoi *cough*.

4)i will definitely cosplay as kakashi coz *cough* girls like kakashi and michiyo says she will stalk me *cough*. gaara can wait.

5)this i realised ages ago-SP wireless in campus SUX.cannot connect any game servers.and the worst thing be that i thought i can play granado espada(GE) cuz i could patch in sch,only to be disappointed when i couldnt connect to any server D=

Lord Beckett-"You're mad!"
Cap'n Sparrow-"If i weren't this probably wouldn't work."

2007-05-17T09:49:00.000+08:00

boredom does not suit me.

i tend to think too much when im bored,for example during lameass lectures.

i HAVE to do something or else i'll be so dead i seem...well,dead.coz staring into spacing thinking deep thoughts makes me uber-emo.and gives me this strange look,as tho im contmeplating killing the fool in front of me.

what do i think of,you ask.

everything and anything.when my mind wanders anything can happen.

usually i start thinking about my life and where the hell its going.

downhill is an understatement.

ok,so maybe not so bad.but downhill is pretty damn close.

boredom day in and day out will do that to a person's life.

maybe a game of pool will cure me.

2007-05-16T14:56:00.000+08:00

linkin park new album out now~make sure you go buy it~

long time since i paid this derelict old place a visit.

is it me or has the site rusted?

i guess its just me.

life in poly is close to hell.i think.reasons being-
1.a shitload of modules resulting in a shitload of projects.
2.no cute girls in my class(they are a-plenty in my foodcourt during lunchtime)
3.some lecturers bore the shit out of me.(not literally)
4.cannot access online games like RO and WC3B.net AT ALL.

i guess there are plus points-
1.my class got funny dudes and gamer girls =3(and two fangirls,sadly im probably the only male otaku)
2.my class got 1 girl who cosplays.WEEEE~
3.we realised how to play DoTA thru the school's local area network.
4.my class got pirated CD king(s).i decline to name who.
5.get to see chio bu everyday(my block is called 'er mei shan'.dont get it?ask your nearest chinese friend for details)

my top 5 =3(to keep those who acctually give a shit up to date)

ANIME/MANGA-
1.naruto
2.bleach
3.tokyo majin gakuen kenpucho:tou
4.get backers(kinda old,but kinda nice=D)
5.FMA(another oldie but goodie)

SONG-
1.what i've done-linkin park
2.leave out all the rest-linkin park
3.0.00AM-acid
4.wake me up when september ends-green day
5.rolling star-yui

ANIME CHARACTERS-
1.hatake kakashi(naruto)(yes,still this dude.)
2.shiba kaien(bleach)(like him more and more.he's hot on the 'must eat' list for hollows,see.)
3.gaara(naruto)
4.roy mustang(FMA)
5.mido ban(GB)(lose the shades,ban,lose the shades.)

MOVIES IVE WATCHED-
1.spiderman3
2.pirates of the carribean movies
3.lord of teh rings trilogy(peter jackson rocks,bodoh)
4.final fantasy 7:advent children
5.deathnote movies

GAMES
1.WC3TFT mods DOTA and gemTD(PC)
2.ragnarok online(still rocks)(PC)
3.oblivion(PC)
4.naruto:narutimate portable(PSP)
5.valkyrie profile(PSP)

UPCOMING STUFF
1.pirates of the carribean:at worlds end(movie)
2.crisis core:final fantasy 7(PSP game)
3.holidays
4.holidays
5.holidays

2007-05-08T08:49:00.000+08:00

why me MIA?

coz me no time.

after sch tired or dota til tired,so no time at all XD

also cuz my cosplay preps are killing me,so much things to do and less than two months left to go ><><

try to post more often.but dont count on too often,maybe once a week.sorry if u care =/.

2007-05-02T10:34:00.001+08:00

i removed the earlier post due to my team's policy in secrecy.

sorry chibi.=(

2007-04-17T09:46:00.000+08:00

ok,ima post now since my lesson requires me to dl smt and i have like another 50% more to go and there's nth to do now.

i'll post about the stuff thats been happening since saturday.

SATURDAY
i finally have SOME free time so i decided to go for this tailor meet instead of delaying it further.so at around 1 i left home and went to chinatown mrt stn-i was late by like 15 minutes,and thought i was teh latest.BUT.only edo and kaoru_oven were there.after edo intro me to her(she wasnt at the first team meeting) we waited for tenjn and the two 'little girls' of the team.not really little,but compared to the rest of us they're like lil' kids.in case ur wondering most of the team are alr in poly or higher(our team leader chibi is in uni alr LOL)they're in sec 3 which is like darn young compared to us all.

like usual,when people who are about my age are together and have nothing to do,we start to crap alot.which is what we did.

we were discussing some anime about japan's early times...samurai kinda times...

edo:well,the anime is during the edo period-

me:eh?

edo:yeah,during my period...that sounds wrong.

me and kaoru:LOL.

edo:im a guy,i dont have periods.DURING MY DYNASTY...

and so on.

half an hour later tenjn arrived...me and edo were complaining that in tenjn's email she was emphasizing on PUNCTUALITY...but we decided to not complain too much.

another like 5 minutes later the two little girls came-joey and nanao(thats how edo refers to her) and we finally headed out to buy cloth at chinatown.(duh.)

one yard $6(ok...) and guess what-on average we will need like 11 yards each if we're doing the inner shinigami kimono(teh white one).$66 omgwtf.

all throughout the whole time edo complain 'very hot',maybe cuz his hair long.=/cant blame him tho his character(kyoraku shunsui) wears 4 layers but he decided to make a fake inner layer-line the black shinigami costume with white cloth at points where the inner layer is visible.

after we got the cloth we rushed off to boon lay to meet the rest of the team who needed tailoring.

on the train we started discussin cosplay stuff.tenjn and edo were giving me advice on how to wear contacts;tenjn wears brown contacts-really obvious.edo don have to wear no contacts-shunsui's eyesare brown but he wears a hat so that pretty much makes it pointless.

tenjn found a US website which custom makes contacts.cool,right?wrong.she checked the prices for a sharingan for ONLY ONE EYE-approx 200 smackers.WTF.(byakugan cannot make cuz obviously if ur pupil is obscured u cant see shit.so instead of having BETTER vision like byakugan grants you become blind.whoopee.)they also sell ichigo's hollowisation eye contacts but it covers your entire eye and therefore hurts like fuck.

we got to boon lay fine,and met an entire army of people there-leo,sh90,ichi,yuki,ben and some others i cant rmb now.(the list is atmy team's forum but the webbie is down right now.)

yuki passed her laptop (vaio sia~) to edo cuz she say its heavy nid hlp carrying it.then edo took sh90's stuffed lion and started saying-deaaath nooote.(more like death notebook-the human whose name is typed into this notebook shall die.LMAO.)

then we kinda pissed leo off a little-he and some others walked to the bus interchange liao but we were still at the station.when we found them leo looked REAL angry.on the bus he scolded us-we deserved it but feels funny to be lectured by someone who's barely 2 years older than me.oh well,he's one of the more "big" people in the team,must listen to him.edo looked like he was about to start laughing.

after we got to the tailor (who was actually running her business at her home) we (shinigami) took our measurements,then it was the arrancar's turn to show the tailor how they wanted their costume to be made.blah blah blah,then as it was getting late we started leaving.not much after that,monotonous journey home (on the bus to the station leo and edo crapped a whole lot-stuff about cosplay or benimaru or micheal jackson (SK2 LOL) or some other stuff.)

SUNDAY
gem td madness.

MONDAY
school.is.like.siao.

first lesson is 3D fundamentals-like omg?frickin hard.really frickin hard.

next was IDEA-easier but still kinda screwy.

all in all boring day.

cca drive?pfft.like im going siao so may shit to choose.i saw smt like kendo,but its really freaking expensive.archery same expensive,BUT the cca runs on weekends so screw it.

anime club is pwnage.watch anime get cca points?LOL.

zzz.

TUESDAY
which is today.zzz.nothing to say.boring again.

which means my life sux.

whatever.

2007-04-12T17:03:00.000+08:00

flaaaaaags for saaaaale.

bah.

i agree with kelvin,more than 3/4 singaporeans are stingy.(not sting-ee,stin-gee)

approx 3/4 ppl i ask to donate didnt donate,and more than half of those who DIDNT donate stared at me like i was some foreign particle OR completely ignored me.LIKE WTF PEOPLE.I'm JUST ASKING FOR 10 CENTS AND I'LL GIVE YOU A FUCKING STICKER.GIVE ME THE FUCKING 10 CENTS AND BEGONE,YOU THINK I WANNA DO THIS I GOT A BLISTER ON MY TOE I JUST BURST IT ITS HURTING LIKE FUCK AND I FOUND ANOTHER UNDER MY FOOT.

so verdict,flag day is fucked up,those who treated me as above are even more fucked up.NKF SAGA SCARE PPL?PFFFFFT,WHY STILL GT PL GIVE LIKE 2+ DOLLAR AND WHY SOME PPL CAN COLLECT LIKE 600 DOLLARS.(thats cuz of some rich angmoh who donated 500 smackers.woot)

now ive vented my anger time to tell you,my loyal readers,about what happened today.

other than those MOFOS mentioned above,the day was ok.

from the beginning,i woke up at 5.30 am.OMFG like its been dunno how long since i woke up so friggin early.after having breakfast,washing up and whatnot i left my house.halfway thru travelling(on the MRT,no less,towards outram park where i sold my flags.pffft.)i suddenly had doubts.did i read wrongly?was i supposed to go newton or...?was i supposed to meet at outram park or clarke quay?...in the end i went to outram and waited.and waited.and waited.for what,you ask.i thought the seniors were comin along,and my class had to meet somewhere.i waited til like 745 then decided to sms a senior.she then told me she nt in charge of my class(which i tot she was) but she kindly asked me what problem.i asked if my class supposed to meet sumwhere and like,i think im at the wrong freaking place.she then told me she couldnt find the lists,but told me to screw the list and do collection @ outram.

not a minute later a guy who was like me waiting for money to drop from the sky came and asked me i simi class.THANK GOD HE SAME CLASS.eugene-fren number ONE.we then went to sell flags,but like i more lucky keep getting donation.i offered to switch places,but we both were then out of luck.so we constantly moved to find new places,and on the way met fren number two-jiawei.he so happy and jumping around ask pl for donations,i felt i should also put my best foot forward.so after that i tried to get more ppl to donate by shoving the can under them noses and ask-would you care to donate plzz????

more ppl ignore me after that.

after awhile,when me and eugene were standing at a road junction,it started to thunder.then we felt TINY raindrops.eugene gestured to me"i think we should scram before we get our asses SERIOUSLY wet."

seconds later it started to rain.talk about good timing.

we then moved back to the station(outram mrt stn) where we passed by jiawei again and guess what.finish selling flag liao.now help fren.wtf.me and eugene BARELY finish halfway.

then at the station at first ok,then got some bastard come and snatch my business.wtf.after like 3 times i told him to scram off my turf or i'll put some serious hurt on that skinny little ass.(deviation from what i said,but u get the picture)

he didnt back off and so,i had to snatch FROM him.snatched a two dollar note LOL.then he siam-ed.

thenafter 2pm,we zhao.sian liao.cheebye leg so tired stand dunno how many hour.

me jiawei eugene funnyguy1 and funnyguy2(jiawei's fren) on the train back to sp.

after that uneventful.

blahblahblahblah.boring.bring on the RO now.

thursday,12/4/07,6.17pm

2007-04-10T14:07:00.000+08:00

knn.knn.knn.knn.

wad lousy laptop training

oni thing they taught me i didnt know was how to hijack into the school internet server,which,by the way,cannot support maple or ragnarok online.unable to login the servers say.^#&*$^*%$%

i wan kill something.anything.everything.ok,maybe not that drastic.

and guess what.

the so-called SMIT activities were cancelled,due to most people chabot-ing after lunch.what,half the class was left?

and thats not the worst thing.

im probably gonna start poly knowing oh,zero people from my class?

sure the laptop training was with my class.but did we have any time to interact?nooooo.we only had time to wonder why the lab assistants,bless their souls,took so long to attend to us.like,what,2 lab techs attending to 2 classes?yes,two classes.and the only guy who talked to me was from the other class-and i didnt even get his name.plus his friend who was in my class didnt even look at me.....=___= great start.i'm REALLY gonna have fun now.

lets just pray(desperately) that i will meet and befriend someone.someone similar to me.,no not the loser part.the part about liking anime,dota,ro and whatnot part.

*crosses fingers*

--tuesday 10/4/07 1419hrs

2007-04-10T10:39:00.000+08:00

you guys are kiling me.

thank you for visiting this blog that has been...taking a really short vacaton.ok,longer than expected.

its cuz i was playing more than i expected i would.

not maple,cc keep telling me he lv up and he hermit (crab) liao then i sianz,depressed,lazy to train.demotivated.REBIRTHro is what im playing.

then again,i was also writing the next chapter of the fanfic,so kinda busy.

right now im in school,some computer training(i dont think its rly useful oni that nid to know how to connect to school's wireless><)

maybe i'll post later to tell readers about my day.i can assure you tho not much to say

--tuesday,10/4/07,1059hrs

2007-04-03T09:00:00.000+08:00

after my laptop came,its been realy busy.dota,maple and whatnot.so not really any time topost,but here i am =)

oh shoot,breakfast is burnt*runs to kitchen*

screw it.burnt waffles with cheese it is.

as i was saying.

im taking a break from all the gamin to come post-about my gaming.

DOTA
well,this cant strictly be classified as 'fun' since the few matches that i played i got very badly owned by kelvin.but hey,this is the first time im playing at home WITH NO LAG.whoopee.i can now enjoy every last second of my hero getting pwnZd!

MAPLE
ntot really alot of difference from my old com.except that it doesnt lag,i can play on normal resolution and not change the video quality to low,i wont be disconnected,my character moves real fast,there are almost no load times for map transitions...yeah.thats it.

*munch**cough**munch*

now,the first chapter of my RO fanfic~enjoy=)

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Chapter One: Escape

Tal collapsed under a tree, exhausted after an hour of hard work under the sun on the farm. It wasn’t easy, looking after a farm himself, but he was used to it. After all, when his father died three years ago he had to take over the farm or else the family would have nothing to eat, what with the war which was leaving most of Prontera’s population starving. The king had declared open war on the Thieves’ Guild, citing a recent incident where four Assassins had ambushed a convoy heading home from Morroc.

Since then the king wanted ninety percent of every farmer’s yield to be taken from them to sustain the growing Imperial army-the fighting strength of Prontera was boosted by warriors from various Guilds from all over Rune-Midgard. Everyday more and more mercenaries and warriors swelled the ranks of the Imperial army-so much that even the all-mighty Thieves Guild would probably be crushed to oblivion.

Tal was exempted from serving the king as a knight of Prontera solely because he was to provide food for the growing army-almost all his crop was taken from him. He longed to move to another state to live in-like Payon, the city surrounded by forest, home of the Hunter’s Guild. But since the war was openly declared no Pronterans were allowed to leave the borders of the capital.

‘Tal! Are you done milking the cow? If you are, come here! The landlord’s come to collect the rent and the harvest!’, Tal’s sister Lyn called from inside the house, which was a stone’s throw away from where he was resting.

‘Coming…’,was Tal’s lazy reply. Grumbling about the landlord’s lousy timing Tal got up and slowly made his way to the house. Who cared if the landlord had to wait? The bastard didn’t give a damn about the people he was collecting rent from; he didn’t care if they had no food to eat. Technically where they lived was in between Prontera and Geffen, but closer to Geffen; nonetheless the lousy good-for-nothing had sided with the Pronteran king despite Geffen’s governor being completely against the war-they had only pledged less than a hundred Wizards to the cause. Although most didn’t know it Geffen’s Mage Guild were allies with the Thieves Guild; an unlikely alliance but powerful nonetheless. As they were seen by the world as supporters of Prontera, they had no choice.

As Tal was about to open the back door leading into his kitchen a scream tore the silence of the country into shreds.

‘LYN!’, Tal yelled. He leapt forward, grabbing a heavy wooden stick as he went past the kitchen into the living room-and he received the shock of his life. His sister was being held by two knights, and behind them was the landlord.

‘Mr. McNeil, what is the meaning of this? Unhand my sister and give me an explanation!’, Tal roared.

The landlord smiled. ‘Ah, Tal. The man of the house is finally here. Well, I suppose you want to know what’s going on here.’

The man circled around the knights and came face to face with Tal.

‘The kings requires…ah, people, in his court. We are taking your sister to him. Simple as that.’

‘It bloody well isn’t! What in the name of the gods does he want “people” in is court for?’

McNeil’s smile widened.

‘Sacrifice.’

‘Wh…what? Sacrifice?’

‘Yes, the king has decided to listen to his advisors and resurrect a certain group of warriors; you may have heard of them. The Slayers?’

Tal froze as he heard the name. The Slayers were a group of mercenaries loyal to none but each other-a team of only ten people. The Slayers were a group of defects-warriors who left their Guilds to form their team.

When the Slayers were alive they were the most skillful-and most feared-team of mercenaries Rune-Midgard had ever seen. Not only were they skilled they were ruthless; if they were sent to assassinate someone they would slay not only the person but the person’s family as well, supposedly to prevent anyone from starting a vendetta. But the Slayers were all found dead one afternoon outside Prontera City’s walls. Till this day no one knows who were the ones to kill the Slayers, but suspicions were all directed to the Thieves Guild, although there was doubt if they could-the Assassin Guild’s most accomplished killer Eremes Guille was a part of the Slayers-he was said to be an unrivalled swordsman and assassin, which raises the idea that there is now someone in the Assassin Guild who was more skilled than Eremes himself-a preposterous idea.

‘Well, if you have nothing else to say-let us be off,’ the landlord turned and was about to leave-but stopped dead in his tracks. Before anyone knew what was going on the landlord collapsed, an arrow sticking out of his forehead.

‘What the…’one of the knights began

Before he could finish his sentence an arrow pierced his neck, the only weak point in his near-impenetrable armor.

‘Who’s there?! Come out!’ yelled the other knight, drawing his sword and looking around frantically.
Tal swung his stick as hard as he could at the knight; not hard enough to kill the man but hard enough to send him reeling. A second blow to the head sent the knight’s helmet flying off-and almost immediately an arrow pierced his forehead.

‘Lyn! Are you alright?’ Tal crouched over his trembling sister.

Before she could answer a shadow blotted out the light from their doorway.

‘Tal. Take your sister and leave. The king does not like his subjects disobeying orders; a full battalion of knights will be here by tomorrow.’

‘Mallik? Did you kill the knights? How…’

Mallik was their neighbor, a retired hunter who lived alone in his wooden cabin near the border. He often stopped by for dinner and ale, but he always seemed to be a jovial man, not like the stoic Snipers of the Hunter’s Guild. But now his face was taut with concentration, listening for anyone who was approaching.

‘No time for words now. Make your way as fast as possible to Geffen. You’ll be safe there. I have an escort waiting for you, now go! I will meet you at the Silver Horn Tavern in Geffen.’

‘But the knights-’

‘Just go! NOW!’

2007-04-01T14:07:00.000+08:00

YAY FINALLY GOT MY LAPTOP~~FIRST POST ON MY LAPTOP~~~~~

*opens champaigne bottles and realises that im still underage*oh well.

lag free maple,lag free dota,here i come!!(funny thing is my keyboard has a shortcut for the $ sign XD)

2007-03-27T20:44:00.000+08:00

stupid.stupidstupidstupidstupid.

sp make the student pass liao got like 2 hrs plus of (imo) nonsense.group after group after group after group after group after group of people jio-ing all the freshmen to 'join their camp' like the orientation camp,the SMIT camp,the CADC camp and on and on and on and on.kinda like the pokemon series,they never seem to die off,these promoters.FINALLY at like 4+ i managed to escape.i got there at like 2.30.BLEAH.

and my student pass make me look fat.

i finally loaned alvin's wc3ROC which works,and guess what?my com crashes after loading a game halfway.

i cant wait to get that frickin laptop.

i promised a FANFIC coupla weeks ago right?about the world of RAGNAROK ONLINE,rune-midgard.

well,here is the prologue

RAGNAROK : Era Of Darkness
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'...so,you managed to escape.But,no matter,we will kill you now.'

The Assassin Cross who stood before the Knights of Prontera seemed to be in shock.Impossible for him not to be,since his team mates were all dead before his feet.

Like a dragon waking from its slumber the assassin raised his head-instantly all the Knights surrounding him were cowed,seemingly diminished before the trained killer.

Trembling,the Knights' leader,a Lord Knight,stepped forward hesitantly.

'No point crying over them.They're dead,and you shall join them in the depths of Hell!'

The Assassin Cross glared at the Lord Knight,and the Knight fell to his knees;so great was the wrath that the killer's eyes conveyed,so great was the killing intent that the Assassin Cross exuded,that even a grown man trained as a Lord Knight,was felled with simply a gaze.

The Knights were obviously fearful but thought they could win as they had numbers;they moved to form a protective circle around their fallen leader.

'Don't you dare come any nearer,foul knave,or taste the fury of the Knights of Prontera!'one of the knights shouted.As one the knights drew their swords,preparing for combat with the Assassin Cross.How dare he treat their leader,an honourable Lord Knight of Prontera's elite swordsman,with such disrespect!He would pay dearly for his insolence.

'...out of my way.'

The chilling sound of the assassin's voice sent a chill down all the knights' backs,but before their brains had time to register the fact that they should be afraid,they were dead.

The assassin walked over to the bodies of his fallen comrades.They would be honoured,heroes of the Assassin's Guild,but this incident would not be overlooked by the Elders.Prontera would pay for it's treachery.

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END of prologue

comments plz~

2007-03-26T10:58:00.000+08:00

=______________=

nothing to say today but to safeguard myself from kelvin scolding me i post this for nothing...
nothing to say,how to post smt?...

2007-03-23T12:02:00.000+08:00

singapore aint designed for tall people.

i have to duck to avoid a severe concussion when getting off almost ALL of the public transport.once when i stood up(from the seating areas on the bus the ceiling is VERY low)i bumped my head so hard i had to sit down again.another time i bumped my head while standing up in bus 178.luckily that one not so hard,so nothing happen.the when exiting the mrt carriage i MUZ OSO DUCK slightly since i would otherwise smack the top centimetres of my head on the freaking low doorway.ALSO when on a bus or mrt i will hit my head on the overhead handholds =___=| | | this is probably because the average singaporean is about 168-175 in height.me?i stand at a whopping(for singaporeans) 181cm,NOT IN SHOES.

the end of my topic for the day.

well,what has been happening to me for the past few days...that has prevented me from going out with my frens...well,my mum had a minor op recently and since there is no-one else at home who can help take care of her(my dad is working,my sis is at school-ha ha.ha ha.)so ITS NOT COZ I AM A PSK I HAVE NO FRICKIN CHOICE.

but can go bball that day i dunno why.LOL.

well,seems like no matter how many times i go bball-ing i cant improve at my ball-skills at all.y shooting is inconsistent,my dribbling sux.maybe thats why i prefer staying at home and playing video games or drawing or writing or reading or watching anime instead.besides,my hand-eye coordination SUX.

friday 23 march 07 12.14

2007-03-20T10:50:00.000+08:00

the world is full of overhyped games...

example-BLEACH:heat the soul 3 for the psp was a waste of my money and time.the graphics-"cell-shaded" were crap-'like paper man fighting paper man' was zj's impression-he didnt even play the damn thing.alvin didnt like it either.me?i got a kick for 1 minute spamming bankai ichigo's getsuga tenshou and i fell asleep.LAMEASS.

monster hunter's graphics and general idea is great-my problem with it is:no auto aim and the monsters move around so much auto aim is pretty much prerequisite.the damn monsters move so much you probably hit them(with your bowgun) once in a blue moon.and since we all know blue moons dont exist,you never hit those monsters unless they are stationary for the whole time ur shootin at 'em or they run in a straight line at you.mission-wise its ok,but once in a while you get hammered by particularly fast or powerful enemies-no-go since you probably die within half a minute-try fighting a wyvern early in the game without knowing it was there--toast is an understatement.

spectral souls?it plays too slowly.WAY too slowly.you know final fantasy tactics on the GBA?its like that,but kinda more boring.the battles take too long IMO,so no way i'd play it.

now valkyrie profile is something of a godsend.true,its like maple-2d sidescroller while in towns or dungeons,but the battle system is unique and kinda fun to experiment with.plus,the finishing moves are real eye-candy.pretty good graphics(IMO) during exploration,even better cut-scenes.VERY well done,square enix.

20/03/07 11.02 tuesday

2007-03-17T13:30:00.000+08:00

kelvin scold me liao,so i post now T_T

well,i just got the bloody enrollment package from sp and guess what?deadline for most of the things i need to send in or complete must be done by 20th march.thats like in 3 days.=_= they send things real fast,aye?

then i planned to go the what medical checkup with cc then now he tells me he cant go now--he's at a chalet now and i CMI on weekdays cuz i'm needed at home...screwy

anyways,glad i made it into sp...but seems like most my frens or classmates are headin different directions--no one i know is going to the same course as me,to my knowledge.well,at least in same sch lah...MAYBE can see each other lol...fresh start,i suppose-make new frens and all that jazz...

2007-03-13T13:04:00.000+08:00

*UPDATED SIDEBAR*

its the thing there
<<<<<<<<<<

well,i got into SINGAPORE POLY~~DIGITAL MEDIA~~

see,no such thing as "no more space",CONFIRM got some space for idiots like me who have to appeal coz they only put like 5 options in Form A

not much else to say,except that i just read the recent bleach manga,AND SAW NEJIBANA RELEASED~~!!WOOT COOL~!!!

for bleach idiots who happen to waltz past,nejibana is shiba kaien's(the character im cosplaying) zanpakuto's name.so the trident is shiba kaien's zanpakuto's released form.=) more reference pics=easier job making the spear

so much good news in one day--wow

DAY DATE TIME teusday 13 march 2007 1310hours

2007-03-10T19:30:00.000+08:00

MY 51ST POST~~!

i finally broke out from the 50 post barrier--look out for the hundredth~!

not much to say cept thanks to those who have been visiting and giving me motivation to continue posting,tho the posts have almost absolutely nothing to do with you--its just nice to have some people who actually care and acknowledge my existence(sounds like something gaara or naruto said =X) and are able to endure my blabbering,especially kelvin,alvin and akina-senpai.A MILLION AND ONE THANKS~!

2007-03-08T09:41:00.000+08:00

to avoid a lawsuit and probably a really heavy beating from kelvin,i'm posting now,after almost a week of absence

*trumpet sounds then dies halfway*

fuck can,i was unposted and i had to go ALL THE WAY TO SP to appeal,then i found out it is a JOINT poly appeals exercise--i could have just gone to RP,which is like a stones throw from where i stay =_= what a waste of train fare

my orginal choices are as follows-and their COP for this yr

MASS COMM(NP)-11(wtf)
MASS COMM(SP)- 12(WTF)
MASS COMM(NYP)- 14(OMFGWTFH)
BUSINESS ADMIN(SP)- 14(walao.)
GAMES DESIGN AND DEVELOPMENT(SP)- 12(ok,im screwed.)

my appeal choices as follows

digital media(sp)
digital media design(nyp)
business(something)(nyp)

for me its "SCREW JC" i hate the rigid timetable-like that of sec and pri schs.plus,i hate uniforms(again) ive been wearing the fucking thing for 10 years i WANT A FUCKING CHANGE.plus my l1r5 chinese malay indian XD...CMI lah(cannot make it) walao,u ppl got listen to my presentation anot the gd governance one -_-

anyways,bought the psp,bought my sis a 98 dollar adidas watch(no bday presents for her for what,10 years?) and saved enuf for cosplay(and some misc usages) so i quit my job

and for all hot-blooded males out there wo love anime girls but draw the line at hentai,i have the perfect site for you.www.ecchihaven.net =) have fun

2007-02-26T19:01:00.000+08:00

PEE ASS PEE~

actually its just psp.LOL

well,i finally decided to buy a psp with the money i earned from working in that hellhole aka swissotel.since i approximate my costume to be around 200 bucks,i should have more than enough money to cover all my expenses by the following week.HURRAY~!

for now the only games i want are bleach heat the soul 3 and naruto:narutimate(or smt along that line).i heard that square enix is gonna release a remake of an old final fantasy and other new games so i'll be waiting =)

anyways,i may be gonna post a Ragnarok online fanfiction here,so keep an eye out =) (obviously hand written)

til next time,this has been matthew aka kuroikabuto aka lordoftheleech

2007-02-19T15:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR~

life is boring as usual-a routine that repeats itself infinitely until a HUGE change changes its course...

guess what-ragnarok online 2(RO2) is in its second beta and is scheduled to release late this year~!w00t~!

check out ragnarok-tale.net for screenshots and art =) the screens RULE the art RULES the videos RULE

OMGWTF its in korean beta ONLY...only teh koreans can beta-play the game and only 3000 ppl are selected to play the beta T_T

I WANNA PLAY RO2!!

2007-02-14T19:11:00.000+08:00

DAY AND DATE AND TIME--wednesday(did i speel that raite?),valentines day 07,7.10pm

aha.stupid internet explorer.cant log in with it,so thanks to yuki-chan,i can log in =D

well...not like i have much to say now...except maybe this...it portrays how im feelin now the best so =)...lyrics from Green Day's Give me Novocaine

take away the sensation inside
bittersweet migraine in my head
its like a throbbing toothache of the mind
i cant take this feeling anymore

drain the pressure from the swelling
this sensation's overwhelming
give me a long kiss goodnight and everything will be alright
tell me that i wont feel a thing
so give me novocaine...

2007-02-11T18:28:00.000+08:00

DATE AND DAY AND TIME--11/2/07 sunday 6.30pm

WHYYY

my o lvl results as follows--

ENGLISH-a1(w00t)
COMBINED HUMANITIES-c6(OMGWTFHAPPENED)
E.MATHS-b3(WHEW)
PHYSICS-b3(OMGWTFHAPPENED)
CHEMISTRY-c5(OMG...i thought this shd be the 3 -_-)
BIOLOGY-d7(the only one in my class to fail XD shhh dun tell ms kong)
CHINESE-c5(i didnt retake so its the same-DUH.)
CCA-a2

all in all L1R4 is 14,L1R5 is 23.WOW.

if i had a penny for the number of people who are better than me i would be bill gates right now.

AND HAIKEL GOT A WORSE ENGLISH GRADE THAN ME SO STOP YOUR WAR OF THE WORDS WITH ME RIGHT NOW ONLY ALVIN CAN CONTINUE THAT WAR COS HE GOT A2.

AND YOUR MATH IS ON PAR WITH MINE,NOT BETTER.WE BOTH GOT 3'S.DAMMIT.

2007-02-09T09:44:00.000+08:00

DAY AND DATE AND TIME --- friday,09/02/07,9.44 am

today,or THE day,is the day i collect my o lvl results.

i think im gonna barf.

AAAAAAAAAAAAA.

that felt better.

anyways.

last coupla days been so busy wit work i forgot to blog at all X_X when i did use the computer i just played maple or watched naruto =D so ya.

i dont have a topic right now so i'll talk about work.

it sux big time.

very tiring,very dirty,very smelly.ok not very smelly.just plain old smelly.

on the plus side,free lunch,breakfast,and i get paid.and the ppl there are kinda sorta nice.well,me and kelvin didnt get scolded for slacking,just reminded not to do it again,by our boss.=) no biggie.and i get to work with my frens,which is a major plus.its better than mcdonalds,at any rate.imagine having to take out the trash @___@

im not making ANY progress whatsoever with my costume.well,the costume will be done with the team and it will be scheduled,so not much to worry about except the price.

its the darn spear thats gotten my knickers in a knot.

yoshi kindly offered his extra-PVC pipe for me to use,so thats ok.but i really need to attend a prop making sesion by the team or i will look like an idiot at cosfest.

which reminds me,can someone (this appeal is to my frens obviously) come to cosfest and help me???haikel says he will go but $5 says he will not be able to wake up.just come along,maybe help wit da hair do'.the spear maybe i tompang at the chalet XD

ok,talked alot today.me go watch porn*ahem**cough* i mean watch naruto now.

see ya

2007-01-26T09:00:00.000+08:00

DATE AND DAY AND TIME--26/1/07 friday 9.04AM

naruto aint that bad after all.

its funny when it should be,and srious when it should,too.well.that isnt really explainatory,is it?

go watch lah.obvious solution.

i think most watched liao @_____@ im just catching up XD

imo the best parts are after ep3...why?

HATAKE KAKASHI~

ownage,that dude =)

well.not much to say liao leh...so talk about...eh...

does a higher being acctually exist in this world??almost every religion believes in some sort of almighty entity which created our planet and life on it.for purposes unknown(to let this idiot behind the keyboard type his blog =D).

i am a firm believer of the evolution theory.

i do not believe in the theory of creation solely because there has been evidence of life before humans-the dinosaurs.NO NOT THE MILO DINOSAUR,THOSE REAL ONES THAT BITE YOUR HEAD OFF.according to most theories of creation,the earth was created,and the fully evolved man dumped on it and forced to make a living;this supposedly happened barely a few thousand years ago.

pui.

dinosaurs existed several MILLION years ago.and our planet even longer than that.

what i want to know is why our planet came into being and we humans--why do we exist?and are there other species out there more ancient and technologically advanced than us...?

AAAA AN ALIEN~!

2007-01-23T10:23:00.000+08:00

X_X basketball ytd made me giddy and get a throbbin headache it still kinda sorta hurts now X_X

went to alvin's hse after that and watched two...ahem...pros play elemental TD XD well they are more pro than i am.since i have not played it before.

fell asleep there amidst constant poking and talking...

i forgot to mention this darn funny conversation when i was at the team meeting chibi had alr made the nell mask for edward and leo was talking to him about it...

leo: you like the teeth?

edward: yesh! i like the teeth~!

leo: so what must you say?

edward: i like the teeth.

leo: wtf

everyone else: ROFLMAO

itchy came up with a slightly deviated form of the word teeth *cough*tit*cough*and edmund couldnt stop laughing,the SPP...teet and toot aye XD

why cant that pole stab someone?is it retarded?

2007-01-21T16:22:00.000+08:00

ytd went for first team meeting~

hmm but when i got there i waited for a long time b4 i smsed chibi and she told me to ask a big group of ppl if they were kuroichou =P(or as tama said b4,the noisiest group of ppl there)

well,not a real good start i was like shy til itchy came =P hence intros,and then =) frens

wow the team is VERY serious must do very thorogh research >.<

well,at least i did mine alr =) now nid to worry about the shinigami costume and my trident X_X

tama was helpin me wit the trident ytd,so no prob,and the shinigami clothes gonna make together with the team as with contacts =3

only 1 problem.

as always,$$money$$ is the biggest facking problem -____-

I WANT THAT FUCKING JOB~

2007-01-19T10:56:00.000+08:00

carve my heart out

for i no longer want to feel the pain

cover my eyes

for i no longer want to see us together

sever my tongue

for i no longer wish to scream

i shall walk this land alone

i no longer want you to be next to me

for the only reason you were there

was to drag me down

i no longer need you

for it hurts too much when we are apart

even more when we are together

so i will continue my journey in solitude

without the reminder of my past

haunting me for ever
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this is inspired when i went to alvin's blog a coupla minutes ago.got inspiration to write this as as alvin so cleverly pointed out(indirectly)writing is one way for us to release pent up emotions.well,since we are both reasonably blessed with the gift of english,this seems appropriate.

2007-01-18T11:04:00.000+08:00

FINALLY GOT A FUCKING J-O-B~

*fires firecrackers out of window*

WOOOOOOOOOT

its housekeeping at swissotel...or smt.BUT WHO GIVES A FUCK.IM WORKING WITH FRENZ FRM MY OLD SCH AND THATS ALL THAT MATTERS...cos i dun wan be lonely XD

the pay is 5.50 per hr,6 hrs a day...6 days a week.thats the only OMGWTF part about it.and THEY choose when we get to off -_-

hope it doesnt screw my life up so much =.=otherwise i will #*&%&*^$^*&...lol

and it looks like i will be able to sustain my cosplay hopes after all XD

COSFEST 07,HERE I COME~well,i need to get my costume first XD and my zanpakuto.

2007-01-16T15:53:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS CRAZY PICS/GIFS DAY~(beware of...ahem...lemony...pics)

2007-01-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

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2007-01-15T20:21:00.000+08:00

i think i may have killed myself X_____X

i decided to try cosplay---but i anticipated that i would be working by now to cover the costs.

i dont have a bloody job yet.and i need it ASAP,holidays ending alr >___<

ah well...i'll just have to try harder than...

i did a DN personality test and i got amane misa first,then yagami raito(light/kira) the other 4 times i did it.bite me.

amane misa's description,in 1 word--simple-minded.obviously wrong for me i think too much =.="""

yagami raito's is passionate...not VERY accurate,but close.maybe.i think.perhaps.perhaps.perhaps.

guess i aint smart enuff to be L LOL...

2007-01-13T18:09:00.000+08:00

welcome to another boring episode of matthew's blog~~~!

today,we discuss the topic that has haunted the human race...or at least the males of the human race.

the females.

is it ever possible to phatom the immensely deep and complex...erm...thing...that is the females of the human race...?

decidedly not.their whims and desires change so often u almost expect that no human being-or any living creature for that matter-can have that abyssal capacity for emotion.

their multi faceted nature is exactly like the thing most of them desire so passionately--diamonds.i will never for the love of pete understand their inate fascination for the stone.yes,i called it a stone.did you know that diamonds are acctually hardened dinosaur...egestions...turned transparent and...well,hard...over the millions of years?

incredible,really.

matthew,signing off to search for more clues as to how to decipher female behaviour~

2007-01-08T09:25:00.000+08:00

why havent i posted in so long,you ask.

and i reply,THE FUCKING INTERNET CONNECTION,THATS WHY.

happy now.

'sides i don have much to say cept that i havent watched death note yet T_T

FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...FUCK MY LIFE...

soshite...

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2006-12-28T09:37:00.000+08:00

bleahh nothing much to say today ccept that the internet connection suxxed ytd...gr coz of an earthquake in taiwan(wtf?how'd that affect singapore?!)

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2006-12-24T11:42:00.000+08:00

apologies if u waited for a post and there were none.

i was lazy to post,ok?bite me.

why did i not post?cos there was nothing much to post.

yes it a boring life i lead.and no,you may not kill me.

well nothing much happened recently,unless u count goin to watch eragon,which by the way wasnt really that good a movie.i aint gonna watch the sequel.

now i am waiting for 2 things.

one,28th december--death note 2:the Last name

two,mr wee to call me back to confirm my job interveiw.

yes,i got a job in my old sch(well,not really old) as a teacher's assisstant.nid to undergo an interveiw but i think its just a formality.

hell,id either be working for mr wee or mr ong,according to anthea.

bleah.

they even wanted to know wad kind of pay i was expecting @_@ incredible.

well,better this job than nothing at all.or working at mcdonalds.